PROBATIONER LEONHARD;
OR, THREE NIGHTS IN THE HAPPY VALLEY.
CHAPTER I.
OUR HERO.
Young Mr. Leonhard Marten walked out on the promenade at the
usual hour one afternoon, after a good deal of hesitation, for
there was quite as little doubt in his mind as there is in mine
that the thing to do was to remain within-doors and answer the
letters—or rather the letter—lying on his table.
The brief epistle which conveyed to him the regrets of the new
female college building committee, that his plans were too
elaborate and costly, and must therefore be declined, really
demanded no reply, and would probably never have one. It was
the hurried scrawl from his friend Wilberforce which claimed of
his sense of honor an answer by the next mail. The letter from
Wilberforce was dated Philadelphia, and ran thus:
"DEAR LENNY: Please deposit five thousand for me in some
good bank of Pennsylvania or New York. I shall want it, maybe,
within a week or so. I am talking hard about going abroad. Why
can't you go along? Say we sail on the first of next month.
Richards is going, and I shall make enough out of the trip to
pay expenses for all hands. You'll never know anything about
your business, Mart, till you have studied in one of those old
towns. Answer. Thine,
"WIL."
When I say that Leonhard had, or had had, ten
thousand dollars of Wilberforce's money, and that he was now
about as unprepared to meet the demand recorded as he would
have been if he had never seen a cent of the sum mentioned, the
assertion, I think, is justified that his place was at his
office-table, and not on the promenade. What if the town-clock
had struck four? what if at this hour Miss Ayres usually
rounded the corner of Granby street on her way home? But, poor
fellow! he had tried to think his way through the
difficulty. Every day for a week he had exercised himself in
letter—writing: he had practiced every style, from the
jocular to the gravely interrogative, and had succeeded pretty
well as a stylist, but the point, the point, the bank deposit,
remained still insurmountable and unapproachable.
Once or twice he had thought that probably the best thing to
do was to go off on a long journey, and by and by, when things
had righted themselves somehow, find out where Wilberforce was
and acknowledge his letter with regrets and explanations. He
was considering this course when he destroyed his last effort,
and went out on the promenade to get rid of his thoughts and
himself and to meet Miss Ayres. The present contained Miss
Ayres; as to the future, it was dark as midnight; for the past,
it was not in the least pleasant to think of it, and how it had
come to pass that Wilberforce trusted him.
The days when he and Wilberforce were lads, poor,
sad-hearted, all but homeless, returned upon him with their
shadows. It was in those days that his friend formed so lofty
an estimate of his exactness in figures and his skill in
saving, and thus it had happened that when the engine
constructed by Wilberforce began to pay him so past belief, he
was really in the perplexity concerning places of deposit which
he had expressed to Marten. Leonhard chanced to be with this
young Croesus—who had begun life by dipping water for
invalids at the springs—when the ten thousand dollars
alluded to were paid him by a dealer; and the instant transfer
of the money to his hands was one of those off-hand
performances which, apparently trivial, in the end search a man
to the foundations.
What had become of the money? Seven thousand dollars were
swallowed up in a gulf which never gives back its treasure. And
oh on the verge of that same gulf how the siren had sung! A
chance of clearing five thousand dollars by investing that
amount presented itself to Leonhard: it was one of those
investments which will double a man's money for him within
three months, or six months at latest. The best men of
A—— were in the enterprise, and by going into it
Leonhard would reap every sort of advantage. He might give up
teaching music, and confine himself to the studies which as an
architect he ought to pursue; and to be known among the
A—- landers as a young gentleman who had money to invest
would secure to him that social position which the
music-lessons he gave did no doubt in some quarters
embarrass.
It was while buoyed up by his "great expectations," and
flattered by the attentions which strangely enough began to be
extended toward him by some of the "best men"—who also
were stockholders in the new sugar-refining process—that
Leonhard took a room at the Granby House, and began to manifest
a waning interest in his work as a music-master.
This display of himself, modest though it was, cost money.
Before the letter quoted was written Leonhard had begun to feel
a little troubled: he had been obliged to add two thousand
dollars to his original investment, and the thought that
possibly there might be a demand for a yet further
sum—for some unforeseen difficulty had arisen in the
matter of machinery—had fixed in his mind a misgiving to
which at odd moments he returned with a flutter of spirits
amounting almost to panic.
On the promenade he met Miss Ayres. She stood before the
window of a music-dealer's shop, looking at the photograph of
some celebrity—a tall and not too slightly-formed young
lady, attired in a buff suit with brown trimmings, and a brown
hat from which a pretty brown feather depended. On her round
cheeks was a healthy glow, deepened perhaps by exercise on that
warm afternoon, and a trifle in addition, it may be, by the
sound of footsteps advancing. Yet as Leonhard approached, she,
chancing to look around, did not seem surprised that he was so
near. Not that she expected him! What reason had she for
supposing that from his office-window he would see her the
instant she turned the corner of Granby street and walked down
the avenue fronting the parade-ground? No reason of course; but
this had happened so many times that the meeting of the two
somewhere in this vicinity was daily predicted by the wise
prophets of the street.
A rumor was going about A—— in those days which
occasioned the mother of our young lady a little uneasiness.
When Leonhard came to A—— it was to live by his
profession—music. He was an enthusiast in the science,
and the best people patronized him. He might have all the
pupils he pleased now, and at his own prices, thought Mrs.
Washington Ayres, who had herself taught music: why doesn't he
stick to his business? But then, she reminded herself, they say
he has money; and he is so bewitched about architecture that he
can't let it alone. Too many irons in the fire to please me!
Perhaps, though, if he has money, it makes not so much
difference. But I don't like to see a young man dabbling in too
many things: it looks as if he would never do anything to speak
of. It is the only thing I ever heard of against him; but if he
can't make up his mind, I don't know as there could be anything
much worse to tell of a man.
She was not far wrong in her thinking, and she had seen the
great fault in the character of young Mr. Marten. It was his
nature to take up and embrace cordially, as if for life, the
objects that pleased him. Perhaps the tendency conduced to his
popularity and reputation as a music-master, for his
acquaintance with the works of composers was really vast; but
the effect of it was not so hopeful when it set him to studying
a difficult art almost without instruction, in the confidence
that he should soon by his works take rank with Angelo, Wren
and other great masters.
At the music-dealer's window Mr. Leonhard stood for a moment
beside Miss Marion, and then said with a queer smile, "How cool
it looks over yonder among the trees! I wish somebody would
like to walk there with an escort."
"Anybody might, I should think," answered the young lady. "I
have waded through hot dust, red-hot dust, all the afternoon.
Besides, I want to ask you, Mr. Marten, what it means.
Everybody is coming to me for lessons. Are you refusing
instruction, or are you growing so unpopular of late? I have
vexed myself trying to answer the question."
"They all come to you, do they? Yes, I think I am growing
unpopular. And I am rather glad of it, on the whole," answered
Leonhard, not quite clear as to her meaning, but not at all
disturbed by it.
"I know they must all have gone to you first," she said. "Of
course they all went to you first, and you wouldn't have
them."
Leonhard smiled on. Her odd talk was pleasant to him, and to
look at her bright face was to forget every disagreeable thing
in the world. "You know I have been thinking that I would give
up instruction altogether," said he; "but I suppose that unless
I actually go away to get rid of my pupils, I shall have a few
devoted followers to the last. The more you take off my hands
the better I shall like it."
"But how should everybody know that you think of
giving up instruction?" Miss Marion inquired.
"Oh, I dare say I have told everybody," he answered
carelessly.
"Ah!" said she; and two or three thoughts passed through the
mind of the young lady quite worthy the brain of her mother. "I
am half sorry," she continued. "But at least you cannot forget
what you know. That is a comfort. And I am sure you love music
too well to let me go on committing barbarisms with my hands or
voice without telling me."
Leonhard hesitated. How far might he take this dear girl
into his secrets? "My friend Wilberforce is always saying that
I ought to study abroad in the old European towns before I
launch out in earnest," said he finally.
"As architect or musician?" asked the "dear girl."
"As architect, of course," he answered, without manifesting
surprise at the question. "He is going himself now, and he
wants me to go with him."
"Why don't you go?" The quick look with which he followed
this question made Miss Marion add: "It would be the best thing
in the world for—for a student, I should think. You said
once that your indecision was the bane of your life. I beg your
pardon for remembering it. When you have heard the best music
and seen the best architecture, you can put an end to this
'thirty years' war,' and come back and settle down."
"All very well," said he, "but please to tell me where I
shall find you when I come home."
"Oh, I shall be jogging along somewhere, depend."
"With your mind made up concerning every event five years
before it happens? If you had my choice to make, you think, I
suppose, that you would decide in a minute which road to fame
and fortune you would choose." Mr. Leonhard used his cane as
vehemently while he spoke as if he were a conductor swinging
his baton through the most exciting movement.
"I don't understand your perplexity, that is the fact," said
she with wonderful candor; "but then I have been trained to do
one thing from the time I could wink."
"It was expected of me that I should rival the greatest
performers," said Leonhard with a half-sad smile. "If I go
abroad now, as you advise—"
"Advise? I advise!"
"Did you not?"
"Not the least creature moving. Never!"
"If you did you would say, 'Keep to music.'"
"I should say, 'Keep to architecture.' Then—don't you
see?—I should have all your pupils."
"That would matter little: you have long had all that I
could give you worth the giving, Miss Ayres."
Were these words intent on having utterance, and seeking
their opportunity?
In the midst of her lightness and seeming unconcern the
young lady found herself challenged, as it were, by the stern
voice of a sentinel on guard. But she answered on the instant:
"The most delicious music I have ever heard, for which I owe
you endless thanks. I have said architecture; but I never
advise, you know."
"She has not understood me," thought Leonhard, but instead
of taking advantage of that conclusion and retiring from the
ground, he said, "Perhaps I must speak more clearly. I don't
care what I do or where I go, Miss Marion, if you are
indifferent. I love you."
What did he read in the face which his dark eyes scanned as
they turned full upon it? Was it "I love you"? Was it "Alas!"?
He could not tell.
"You are pledged to love 'the True and the Beautiful,'" said
she quite gayly, "and so I am not surprised."
Leonhard looked mortified and angry. A man of twenty-two
declaring love for the first time to a woman had a right to
expect better treatment.
"I have offended you," she said instantly. "I only followed
out your own train of thought. You may have half a dozen
professions, and—"
"I am at least clear that I love only you," he said. "I
hoped you would feel that. It is certain, I think, that I shall
confine myself to the studies of an architect hereafter. I will
give no more lessons. And shall you care to know whether I go
or stay?"
Miss Ayres answered—almost as if in spite of herself
and that good judgment for which she had been sufficiently
praised during her eighteen years of existence—"Yes, I
shall care a vast deal. That is the reason why I say, 'Go, if
it seems best to you'—'Stay, if you think it more wise.'
I have the confidence in you that sees you can conduct your own
affairs."
"If I go," he cried in a happy voice, in strong contrast
with his words, "it will be to leave everything behind me that
can make life sweet."
"But if you go it will be to gain everything that can make
life honorable. I did not understand that you thought of going
for pleasure." Ah, how almost tender now her look and tone!
"Say but once to me what I have said to you," said Leonhard
joyfully, confident now that he had won the great prize.
"Now? No: don't talk about it. Wait a while, and we will see
if there is anything in it." What queer lover's mood was this?
Miss Marion looked as if she had passed her fortieth birthday
when she spoke in this wise.
"Oh for a soft sweet breeze from the north-east to temper
such cruel blasts!" exclaimed Leonhard. "Was ever man so
treated as I am by this strong-minded young woman?"
"Everybody on the grounds is looking, and wondering how she
will get home with the intemperate young gentleman she is
escorting. Did you say you were going to talk with your friend
Mr. Wilberforce about going abroad with him for a year or
two?"
"I said no such thing, but perhaps I may. I was going to
write, but it may be as easy to run down to Philadelphia."
"Easier, I should say."
So they talked, and when they parted Leonhard said: "If you
do not see me to-morrow evening, you will know that I have gone
to Philadelphia. I shall not write to let you know. You might
feel that an answer was expected of you."
"I have never been taught the arts of a correspondent, and
it is quite too late to learn them," she answered.
Miss Marion will probably never again feel as old as she
does this afternoon, when she has half snubbed, half flattered
and half accepted the man she admires and loves, but whose one
fault she clearly perceives and is seriously afraid of.
The next day Leonhard sat staring at Wilberforce's letter
with a face as wrinkled as a young ape's in a cold morning fog.
After one long serious effort he sprang from his seat, and I am
afraid swore that he would go down to Philadelphia that very
afternoon. Therefore (and because he clung to the determination
all day) at six o'clock behold him passing with his satchel
from the steps of the Granby House to the Grand Division
Dépôt. He was always going to and fro, so his
departure occasioned no remark. He supposed, for his own part,
that he was going to talk with his friend Wilberforce, and his
ticket ensured his passage to Philadelphia; and yet at eight
o'clock he found himself standing on the steps of the
Spenersberg Station, and saw the train move on. At the moment
when his will seemed to him to be completely demoralized the
engine-whistle sounded and the engine stopped. Utterly unnerved
by his doubts, he slunk from the car like an escaping convict,
and looked toward the narrow moonlit valley which was as a gate
leading into this unknown Spenersberg. The path looked obscure
and inviting, and so, without exchanging a word with any one,
he walked forward, a more pitiable object than is pleasant to
consider, for he was no coward and no fool.
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