THEE AND YOU.
A STORY OF OLD PHILADELPHIA. IN TWO
PARTS.—I.
Once on a time I was leaning over a book of the costumes of
forty years before, when a little lady said to me, "How ever
could they have loved one another in such queer bonnets?" And
now that since then long years have sped away, and the little
critic is, alas! no longer young, haply her children, looking
up at her picture by Sully in a turban and short waist; may
have wondered to hear how in such disguise she too was fatal to
many hearts, and set men by the ears, and was a toast at
suppers in days when the waltz was coming in and the solemn
grace of the minuet lingered in men's manners.
And so it is, that, calling up anew the soft September
mornings of which I would draw a picture before they fade away,
with me also, from men's minds, it is the quaintness of dress
which first comes back to me, and I find myself wondering that
in nankeen breeches and swallow-tailed blue coats with buttons
of brass once lived men who, despite gnarled-rimmed beavers and
much wealth of many-folded cravats, loved and were loved as
well and earnestly as we.
I had been brought up in the austere quiet of a small New
England town, where life was sad and manners grave, and when
about eighteen served for a while in the portion of our army
then acting in the North. The life of adventure dissatisfied me
with my too quiet home, and when the war ended I was glad to
accept the offer of an uncle in China to enter his business
house. To prepare for this it was decided that I should spend
six months with one of the great East India firms. For this
purpose I came to Philadelphia, and by and by found myself a
boarder in an up-town street, in a curious household ruled over
by a lady of the better class of the people called Friends.
For many days I was a lonely man among the eight or ten
people who came down one by one at early hours to our
breakfast-table and ate somewhat silently and went their
several ways. Mostly, we were clerks in the India houses which
founded so many Philadelphia fortunes, but there were also two
or three of whom we knew little, and who went and came as they
liked.
It was a quiet lodging-house, where, because of being on the
outskirts and away from the fashion and stir of the better
streets, chiefly those came who could pay but little, and among
them some of the luckless ones who are always to be found in
such groups—stranded folks, who for the most part have
lost hope in life. The quiet, pretty woman who kept the house
was of an ancient Quaker stock which had come over long ago in
a sombre Quaker Mayflower, and had by and by gone to decay, as
the best of families will. When I first saw her and some of her
inmates it was on a pleasant afternoon early in September, and
I recall even now the simple and quiet picture of the little
back parlor where I sat down among them as a new guest. I had
been tranquilly greeted, and had slipped away into a corner
behind a table, whence I looked out with some curiosity on the
room and on the dwellers with whom my lot was to be cast for a
long while to come. I was a youth shy with the shyness of my
age, but, having had a share of rough, hardy life, ruddy of
visage and full of that intense desire to know things and
people that springs up quickly in those who have lived in
country hamlets far from the stir and bustle of city life.
The room I looked upon was strange, the people strange. On
the floor was India matting, red and white in little squares. A
panel of painted white wood-work ran around an octagonal
chamber, into which stole silently the evening twilight through
open windows and across a long brick-walled garden-space full
of roses and Virginia
creepers and odorless wisterias. Between the windows sat a
silent, somewhat stately female, dressed in gray silk, with a
plain frilled cap about the face, and with long and rather slim
arms tightly clad in silk. Her fingers played at hide-and-seek
among some marvelous lace stitches—evidently a woman
whose age had fallen heir to the deft ways of her youth. Over
her against the wall hung a portrait of a girl of twenty,
somewhat sober in dress, with what we should call a Martha
Washington cap. It was a pleasant face, unstirred by any touch
of fate, with calm blue eyes awaiting the future.
The hostess saw, I fancied, my set gaze, and rising came
toward me as if minded to put at ease the new-comer. "Thee does
not know our friends?" she said. "Let me make thee known to
them."
I rose quickly and said, "I shall be most glad."
We went over toward the dame between the windows. "Mother,"
she said, raising her voice, "this is our new friend, Henry
Shelburne, from New England."
As she spoke I saw the old lady stir and move, and after a
moment she said, "Has he a four-leaved clover?"
"Always that is what she says. Thee will get used to it in
time."
"We all do," said a voice at my elbow; and turning I saw a
man of about thirty years, dressed in the plainest-cut Quaker
clothes, but with a contradiction to every tenet of Fox written
on his face, where a brow of gravity for ever read the riot act
to eyes that twinkled with ill-repressed mirth. When I came to
know him well, and saw the preternatural calm of his too quiet
lips, I used to imagine that unseen little demons of ready
laughter were for ever twitching at their corners.
"Mother is very old," said my hostess.
"Awfully old," said my male friend, whose name proved to be
Richard Wholesome.
"Thee might think it sad to see one whose whole language has
come to be just these words, but sometimes she will be glad and
say, 'Has thee a four-leaved clover?' and sometimes she will be
ready to cry, and will say only the same words. But if thee
were to say, 'Have a cup of coffee?' she would but answer, 'Has
thee a four-leaved clover?' Does it not seem strange to thee,
and sad? We are used to it, as it might be—quite used to
it. And that above her is her picture as a girl."
"Saves her a deal of talking," said Mr. Wholesome, "and
thinking. Any words would serve her as well. Might have said,
'Topsail halyards,' all the same."
"Richard!" said Mistress White. Mistress Priscilla White was
her name.
"Perchance thee would pardon me," said Mr. Wholesome.
"I wonder," said a third voice in the window, "does the nice
old dame know what color has the clover? and does she remember
fields of clover—pink among the green?"
"Has thee a four-leaved clover?" re-echoed the voice feebly
from between the windows.
The man who was curious as to the dame's remembrances was a
small stout person whose arms and legs did not seem to belong
to him, and whose face was strangely gnarled, like the odd face
a boy might carve on a hickory-nut, but withal a visage
pleasant and ruddy.
"That," said Mistress White as he moved away, "is Mr.
Schmidt—an old boarder with some odd ways of his own
which we mostly forgive. A good man if it were not for his
pipe," she added demurely—"altogether a good man."
"With or without his pipe," said Mr. Wholesome.
"Richard!" returned our hostess, with a half smile.
"Without his pipe," he added; and the unseen demons twitched
at the corners of his mouth anew.
Altogether, these seemed to me droll people, they said so
little, and, saving the small German, were so serenely grave. I
suppose that first evening must have made a deep mark on my
memory, for to this day I recall it with the clearness of a
picture still before my eyes. Between the windows sat the old dame with hands quiet on
her lap now that the twilight had grown deeper—a silent,
gray Quaker sphinx, with one only remembrance out of all her
seventy years of life. In the open window sat as in a frame the
daughter, a woman of some twenty-five years, rosy yet as only a
Quakeress can be when rebel Nature flaunts on the soft cheek
the colors its owner may not wear on her gray dress. The
outline was of a face clearly cut and noble, as if copied from
a Greek gem—a face filled with a look of constant
patience too great perhaps for one woman's share, with a
certain weariness in it also at times, yet cheerful too, and
even almost merry at times—the face of one more
thoughtful of others than herself, and, despite toil and sordid
cares, a gentlewoman, as was plain to see. The shaft of light
from the window in which she sat broadened into the room, and
faded to shadow in far corners among chairs with claw toes and
shining mahogany tables—the furniture of that day, with a
certain flavor about it of elegance, reflecting the primness
and solidness of the owners. I wonder if to-day our furniture
represents us too in any wise? At least it will not through the
generations to follow us: of that we may be sure. In the little
garden, with red graveled walks between rows of box, walked to
and fro Mr. Schmidt, smoking his meerschaum—a rare sight
in those days, and almost enough to ensure your being known as
odd. He walked about ten paces, and went and came on the same
path, while on the wall above a large gray cat followed his
motions to and fro, as if having some personal interest in his
movements. Against an apricot tree leaned Mr. Wholesome,
watching with gleams of amusement the cat and the man, and now
and then filliping at her a bit of plaster which he pulled from
the wall. Then the cat would start up alert, and the man's face
would get to be quizzically unconscious; after which the cat
would settle down and the game begin anew. By and by I was
struck with the broad shoulders and easy way in which Wholesome
carried his head, and the idea came to me that he had more
strength than was needed by a member of the Society of Friends,
or than could well have been acquired with no greater exercise
of the limbs than is sanctioned by its usages. In the garden
were also three elderly men, all of them quiet and clerkly, who
sat on and about the steps of the other window and chatted of
the India ships and cargoes, their talk having a flavor of the
spices of Borneo and of well-sunned madeira. These were
servants of the great India houses when commerce had its nobles
and lines were sharply drawn in social life.
I was early in bed, and rising betimes went down to
breakfast, which was a brief meal, this being, as Mr. Wholesome
said to me, the short end of the day. I should here explain
that Mr. Wholesome was a junior partner in the house in which I
was to learn the business before going to China. Thus he was
the greatest person by far in our little household, although on
this he did not presume, but seemed to me greatly moved toward
jest and merriment, and to sway to and fro between gayety and
sadness, or at the least gravity, but more toward the latter
when Mistress White was near, she seeming always to be a
checking conscience to his mirth.
On this morning, as often after, he desired me to walk with
him to our place of business, of which I was most glad, as I
felt shy and lonely. Walking down Arch street, I was amazed at
its cleanliness, and surprised at the many trees and the
unfamiliar figures in Quaker dresses walking leisurely. But
what seemed to me most curious of all were the plain square
meeting-houses of the Friends, looking like the toy houses of
children. I was more painfully impressed by the appearance of
the graves, one so like another, without mark or number, or
anything in the disposition of them to indicate the strength of
those ties of kinship and affection which death had severed.
Yet I grew to like this quiet highway, and when years after I
was in Amsterdam the resemblance of its streets to those of the
Friends here at home overcame me with a crowd of swift-rushing memories. As I walked
down of a morning to my work, I often stopped as I crossed
Fifth street to admire the arch of lindens that barred the view
to the westward, or to gaze at the inscription on the
'Prentices' Library, still plain to see, telling that the
building was erected in the eighth year of the Empire.
One morning Wholesome and I found open the iron grating of
Christ Church graveyard, and passing through its wall of red
and black glazed brick, he turned sharply to the right, and
coming to a corner bade me look down where under a gray plain
slab of worn stone rests the body of the greatest man, as I
have ever thought, whom we have been able to claim as ours. Now
a bit of the wall is gone, and through a railing the busy or
idle or curious, as they go by, may look in and see the spot
without entering.
Sometimes, too, we came home together, Wholesome and I, and
then I found he liked to wander and zigzag, not going very far
along a street, and showing fondness for lanes and byways.
Often he would turn with me a moment into the gateway of the
University Grammar School on Fourth street, south of Arch, and
had, I thought, great pleasure in seeing the rough play of the
lads. Or often, as we came home at noon, he liked to turn into
Paradise alley, out of Market street, and did this, indeed, so
often that I came to wonder at it, and the more because in an
open space between this alley and Commerce street was the spot
where almost every day the grammar-school boys settled their
disputes in the way more common then than now. When first we
chanced on one of these encounters I was surprised to see Mr.
Wholesome look about him as if to be sure that no one else was
near, and then begin to watch the combat with a strange
interest. Indeed, on one occasion he utterly astonished me by
taking by the hand a small boy who had been worsted and leading
him with us, as if he knew the lad, which may well have been.
But presently he said, "Reuben thee said was thy
name?"—"Yes, sir," said the lad.—"Well," said Mr.
Wholesome, after buying him a large and very brown horse
gingerbread, two doughnuts and a small pie, "when you think it
worth while to hit a fellow, never slap his face, because then
he will strike you hard with his fist, which hurts, Reuben.
Now, mind: next thee strikes first with thee fist, my lad, and
hard, too." If I had seen our good Bishop White playing at
taws, I could not have been more overcome, and I dare say my
face may have shown it, for, glancing at me, he said demurely,
"Thee has seen in thy lifetime how hard it is to get rid of
what thee liked in thy days of boyhood." After which he added
no more in the way of explanation, but walked along with swift
strides and a dark and troubled face, silent and
thoughtful.
Sometimes in the early morning I walked to my place of
business with Mr. Schmidt, who was a man so altogether unlike
those about him that I found in him a new and varied interest.
He was a German, and spoke English with a certain quaintness
and with the purity of speech of one who has learned the tongue
from books rather than from men. I learned after a while that
this guess of mine was a good one, and that, having been bred
an artist, he had been put in prison for some political
offence, and had in two years of loneliness learned English
from our older authors. When at last he was set free he took
his little property and came away with a bitter heart to our
freer land, where, with what he had and with the lessons he
gave in drawing, he was well able to live the life he liked in
quiet ease and comfort. He was a kindly man in his ways, and in
his talk gently cynical; so that, although you might be quite
sure as to what he would do, you were never as safe as to what
he would say; wherefore to know him a little was to dislike
him, but to know him well was to love him. There was a liking
between him and Wholesome, but each was more or less a source
of wonderment to the other. Nor was it long before I saw that
both these men in their way were patient lovers of the quiet
and pretty Quaker dame who ruled over our little household,
though to the elder man, Mr. Schmidt, she was a being at whose feet he laid a
homage which he felt to be hopeless of result, while he was
schooled by sorrowful fortunes to accept the position as one
which he hardly even wished to change.
It was on a warm sunny morning very early, for we were up
and away betimes, that Mr. Schmidt and I and Wholesome took our
first walk together through the old market-sheds. We turned
into Market street at Fourth street, whence the sheds ran
downward to the Delaware. The pictures they gave me to store
away in my mind are all of them vivid enough, but none more so
than that which I saw with my two friends on the first morning
when we wandered through them together.
On either side of the street the farmers' wagons stood
backed up against the sidewalk, each making a cheap shop, by
which stood the sturdy owners under the trees, laughing and
chaffering with their customers. We ourselves turned aside and
walked down the centre of the street under the sheds. On either
side at the entry of the market odd business was being plied,
the traders being mostly colored women with bright chintz
dresses and richly-colored bandanna handkerchiefs coiled
turban-like above their dark faces. There were rows of roses in
red pots, and venders of marsh calamus, and "Hot corn, sah,
smokin' hot," and "Pepperpot, bery nice," and sellers of
horse-radish and snapping-turtles, and of doughnuts dear to
grammar-school lads. Within the market was a crowd of
gentlefolks, followed by their black servants with
baskets—the elderly men in white or gray stockings, with
knee-buckles, the younger in very tight nankeen breeches and
pumps, frilled shirts and ample cravats and long blue
swallow-tailed coats with brass buttons. Ladies whose
grandchildren go no more to market were there in gowns with
strangely short waists and broad gypsy-bonnets, with the flaps
tied down by wide ribbons over the ears. It was a busy and
good-humored throng.
"Ah," said Schmidt, "what color!" and he stood quite wrapped
in the joy it gave him looking at the piles of fruit, where the
level morning sunlight, broken by the moving crowd, fell on
great heaps of dark-green watermelons and rough cantaloupes,
and warmed the wealth of peaches piled on trays backed by red
rows of what were then called love-apples, and are now known as
tomatoes; while below the royal yellow of vast overgrown
pumpkins seemed to have set the long summer sunshine in their
golden tints.
"If these were mine," said Schmidt, "I could not for ever
sell them. What pleasure to see them grow and steal to
themselves such sweet colors out of the rainbow which is in the
light!"
"Thee would make a poor gardener," said Wholesome, "sitting
on thee fence in the sun and watching thee pumpkins—damn
nasty things anyhow!"
I looked up amazed at the oath, but Schmidt did not seem to
remark it, and went on with us, lingering here and there to
please himself with the lovely contrasts of the autumn
fruit.
"Curious man is Schmidt," remarked Wholesome as we passed
along. "I could wish thee had seen him when we took him this
way first. Old Betsey yonder sells magnolia flowers in June,
and also pond-lilies, which thee may know as reasonably
pleasant things to thee or me; but of a sudden I find our
friend Schmidt kneeling on the pavement with his head over a
tub of these flowers, and every one around much amazed."
"Was it not seemly?" said Schmidt, joining us. "There are
who like music, but to me what music is there like the great
attunement of color? and mayhap no race can in this rise over
our black artists hereabout the market-ends."
"Thee is crazed of many colors," said Wholesome
laughing—"a bull of but one."
Schmidt stopped short in the crowd, to Wholesome's disgust.
"What," said he, quite forgetful of the crowd, "is more cordial
than color? This he recalleth was a woman black as night, with
a red turban and a lapful of magnolias, and to one side red
crabs in a basket, and to one side a tubful of lilies. Moss all
about, I remember."
"Come along," said Wholesome. "The man is cracked, and in
sunny weather the crack widens."
And so we went away down street to our several tasks,
chatting and amused.
Those were most happy days for me, and I found at evening
one of my greatest pleasures when Schmidt called for me after
our early tea and we would stroll together down to the
Delaware, where the great India ships lay at wharves covered
with casks of madeira and boxes of tea and spices. Then we
would put out in his little rowboat and pull away toward
Jersey, and, after a plunge in the river at Cooper's Point,
would lazily row back again while the spire of Christ Church
grew dim against the fading sunset, and the lights would begin
to show here and there in the long line of sombre houses. By
this time we had grown to be sure friends, and a little help
from me at a moment when I chanced to guess that he wanted
money had made the bond yet stronger. So it came that he talked
to me, though I was but a lad, with a curious freedom, which
very soon opened to me a full knowledge of those with whom I
lived.
One evening, when we had been drifting silently with the
tide, he suddenly said aloud, "A lion in the fleece of the
sheep."
"What?" said I, laughing.
"I was thinking of Wholesome," he replied. "But you do not
know him. Yet he has that in his countenance which would betray
a more cunning creature."
"How so?" I urged, being eager to know more of the man who
wore the garb and tongue of Penn, and could swear roundly when
moved.
"If it will amuse," said the German, "I will tell you what
it befell me to hear to-day, being come into the parlor when
Mistress White and Wholesome were in the garden, of themselves
lonely."
"Do you mean," said I, "that you listened when they did not
know of your being there?"
"And why not?" he replied. "It did interest me, and to them
only good might come."
"But," said I, "it was not—"
"Well?" he added as I paused. "—'Was not honor,' you
were going to say to me. And why not? I obey my nature, which
is more curious than stocked with honor. I did listen."
"And what did you hear?" said I.
"Ah, hear!" he answered. "What better is the receiver than
is the thief? Well, then, if you will share my stolen goods,
you shall know, and I will tell you as I heard, my memory being
good."
"But—" said I.
"Too late you stop me," he added: "you must hear now."
The scene which he went on to sketch was to me strange and
curious, nor could I have thought he could give so perfect a
rendering of the language, and even the accent, of the two
speakers. It was a curious revelation of the man himself, and
he seemed to enjoy his power, and yet to suffer in the telling,
without perhaps being fully conscious of it. The oars dropped
from his hands and fell in against the thwarts of the boat, and
he clasped his knees and looked up as he talked, not regarding
at all his single silent listener.
"When this is to be put upon the stage there shall be a
garden and two personages."
"Also," said I, "a jealous listener behind the scenes."
"If you please," he said promptly, and plunged at once into
the dialogue he had overheard:
"'Richard, thee may never again say the words which thee has
said to me to-night. There is, thee knows, that between us
which is builded up like as a wall to keep us the one from the
other.'
"'But men and women change, and a wall crumbles, or thee
knows it may be made to. Years have gone away, and the man who
stole from thee thy promise may be dead, for all thee
knows.'
"'Hush! thee makes me to see him, and though the dead rise
not here, I am some way assured he is not yet dead, and may
come and say to me, "'Cilla"—that is what he called
me—"thee remembers the night and thy promise, and the
lightning all around us, and who took thee to shore from the
wrecked packet on the Bulkhead Bar." The life he saved I
promised.'
"Well, and thee knows—By Heaven! you well enough know
who tortured the life he gave—who robbed you—who
grew to be a mean sot, and went away and left you; and to such
you hold, with such keep faith, and wear out the sweetness of
life waiting for him!'
"'Richard!'
"'Have I also not waited, and given up for thee a life, a
career—little to give. I hope thee knows I feel that. Has
thee no limit, Priscilla? Thee knows—God help me! how
well you know—I love you. The world, the old world of war
and venture, pulls at me always. Will not you find it worth
while to put out a hand of help? Would it not be God taking
your hand and putting it in mine?'
"'Thee knows I love thee.'
"'And if the devil sent him back to curse you
anew—'
"'Shame, Richard! I would say, God, who layeth out for each
his way, has pointed mine.'
"'And I?'
"'Thee would continue in goodness, loving me as a sister
hardly tried.'
"'By God! I should go away to sea.'
"'Richard!'
"Which is the last word of this scene," added Schmidt. "You
mayhap have about you punk and flint and steel."
I struck alight in silence, feeling moved by the story of
the hurt hearts of these good people, and wondering at the man
and his tale. Then I said, "Was that all?"
"Could you, if not a boy, ask me to say more of it? Light
thy pipe and hold thy peace. Happy those who think not of
women. I, who have for a hearth-side only the fire of an honest
pipe—'Way there, my lad! pull us in and forget what a
loose tongue and a soft summer night have given thee to hear
from a silly old German who is grown weak of head and sore at
soul. How the lights twinkle!"
Had I felt any doubt at all of the truth of his narration I
should have ceased to do so when for the next few days I
watched Mr. Wholesome, and saw him, while off his guard,
looking at Mistress White askance with a certain wistful
sadness, as of a great honest dog somehow hurt and
stricken.
When an India ship came in, the great casks of madeira,
southside, grape juice, bual and what not were rolled away into
the deep cellars of the India houses on the wharves, and left
to purge their vinous consciences of such perilous stuff as was
shaken up from their depths during the long homeward voyage.
Then, when a couple of months had gone by, it was a custom for
the merchant to summon a few old gentlemen to a solemn tasting
of the wines old and new. Of this, Mr. Wholesome told me one
day, and thought I had better remain to go through the cellars
and drive out the bungs and drop in the testers, and the like.
"I will also stay with thee," he added, "knowing perhaps better
than thee the prices."
I learned afterward that Wholesome always stayed on these
occasions, and I had reason to be glad that I too was asked to
stay, for, as it chanced, it gave me a further insight into the
character of my friend the junior partner.
I recall well the long cellar running far back under Water
street, with its rows of great casks, of which Wholesome and I
started the bungs while awaiting the new-comers. Presently came
slowly down the cellar-steps our senior partner in nankeen
shanks, silk stockings and pumps—a frosty-visaged old
man, with a nose which had fully earned the right to be called
bottle. Behind him limped our old porter in a blue check apron.
He went round the cellar, and at every second cask, having
lighted a candle, he held it upside down until the grease had
fallen thick on the cask, and then turning the candle stuck it
fast in its little pile of tallow, so that by and by the cellar
was pretty well lighted. Presently, in groups or singly, came
old and middle-aged gentlemen, and with the last our friend
Schmidt, who wandered off to a corner and sat on a barrel-head
watching the effects of the mingling of daylight and
candlelight, and amused in his quiet way at the scene and the
intense interest of the chief actors in it, which, like other
things he did not comprehend, had for him the charm of odd ness. I went over and
stood by him while the porter dropped the tester-glass into the
cool depths of cask after cask, and solemn counsel was held and
grave decisions reached. I was enchanted with one meagre,
little old gentleman of frail and refined figure, who bent over
his wine with closed eyes, as if to shut out all the
sense-impressions he did not need, while the rest waited to
hear what he had to say.
"Needs a milk fining," muttered the old gentleman, with eyes
shut as if in prayer.
"Wants its back broke with a good lot of eggshell," said a
short, stout man with a snuff-colored coat, the collar well up
the back of his head.
"Ach!" murmured Schmidt. "The back to be hurt with eggshell!
What hath he of meaning?"
"Pshaw!" said a third: "give it a little rest, and then the
white of an egg to every five gallons. Is it bual?"
"Is it gruel?" said our senior sarcastically.
"Wants age. A good wine for one's grandchildren," murmured
my old friend with shut eyes.
"What is it he calls gruel?" whispered Schmidt. "How nice is
a picture he makes when he shuts his eyes and the light of the
candle comes through the wine, all bright ruby, in the dark
here! And ah, what is that?" for Wholesome, who had been taking
his wine in a kindly way, and having his say with that sense of
being always sure which an old taster affects, glancing out of
one of the little barred cellar-windows which looked out over
the wharf, said abruptly, "Ha! ha! that won't do!"
Turning, I saw under the broad-brimmed hat in the clear gray
eyes a sudden sparkle of excitement as he ran hastily up the
cellar-stairs. Seeing that something unusual was afloat, I
followed him quickly out on to the wharf, where presently the
cause of his movement was made plain.
Beside the wharf was a large ship, with two planks running
down from her decks to the wharf. Just at the top of the
farther one from us a large black-haired, swarthy man was
brutally kicking an aged negro, who was hastily moving
downward, clinging to the hand-rail. Colored folks were then
apt to be old servants—that is to say, friends—and
this was our pensioned porter, Old Tom. I was close behind
Wholesome at the door of the counting-house. I am almost sure
he said "Damnation!" At all events, he threw down his hat, and
in a moment was away up the nearer plank to the ship's deck,
followed by me. Meanwhile, however, the black, followed by his
pursuer, had reached the wharf, where the negro, stumbling and
still clinging to the rail, was seized by the man who had
struck him. In the short struggle which ensued the plank was
pulled away from the ship's side, and fell just as Wholesome
was about to move down it. He uttered an oath, caught at a
loose rope which hung from a yard, tried it to see if it was
fast, went up it hand over hand a few feet, set a foot on the
bulwarks, and swung himself fiercely back across the ship, and
then, with the force thus gained, flew far in air above the
wharf, and dropping lightly on to a pile of hogs-heads, leapt
without a word to the ground, and struck out with easy power at
the man he sought, who fell as if a butcher's mallet had
stunned him—fell, and lay as one dead. The whole action
would have been amazing in any man, but to see a Quaker thus
suddenly shed his false skin and come out the true man he was,
was altogether bewildering—the more so for the easy grace
with which the feat was done. Everybody ran forward, while
Wholesome stood a strange picture, his eyes wide open and his
pupils dilated, his face flushed and lips a little apart,
showing his set white teeth while he awaited his foe. Then, as
the man rallied and sat up, staring widely, Wholesome ran
forward and looked at him, waving the crowd aside. In a moment,
as the man rose still bewildered, his gaze fell on Wholesome,
and, growing suddenly white, he sat down on a bundle of staves,
saying faintly, "Take him away! Don't let him come near!"
"Coward!" said I: "one might have guessed that."
"There is to him," said Schmidt at my elbow, "some great mortal fear; the soul is
struck."
"Yes," said Wholesome, "the soul is struck. Some one help
him"—for the man had fallen over in something like a
fit—and so saying strode away, thoughtful and disturbed
in face, as one who had seen a ghost.
As he entered the counting-house through the group of
dignified old merchants, who had come out to see what it all
meant, one of them said, "Pretty well for a Quaker, friend
Richard!"
Wholesome did not seem to hear him, but walked in, drank a
glass of wine which stood on a table, and sat down
silently.
"Not the first feat of that kind he has done," said the
elder of the wine-tasters.
"No," said a sea-captain near by. "He boarded the Penelope
in that fashion during the war, and as he lit on her deck
cleared a space with his cutlass till the boarding-party joined
him."
"With his cutlass?" said I. "Then he was not always a
Quaker?"
"No," said our senior: "they don't learn these gymnastics at
Fourth and Arch, though perchance the committee may have a word
to say about it."
"Quaker or not," said the wine-taster, "I wish any of you
had legs as good or a heart as sound. Very good body, not too
old, and none the worse for a Quaker fining."
"That's the longest sentence I ever heard Wilton speak,"
said a young fellow aside to me; "and, by Jove! he is
right."
I went back into the counting-house, and was struck with the
grim sadness of face of our junior partner. He had taken up a
paper and affected to be reading, but, as I saw, was staring
into space. Our senior said something to him about Old Tom, but
he answered in an absent way, as one who half hears or half
heeds. In a few moments he looked up at the clock, which was on
the stroke of twelve, and seeing me ready, hat in hand, to
return home for our one-o'clock dinner, he gathered himself up,
as it were, limb by limb, and taking his wide-brimmed hat
brushed it absently with his sleeve. Then he looked at it a
moment with a half smile, put it on decisively and went out and
away up Arch street with swifter and swifter strides. By and by
he said, "You do not walk as well as usual."
"But," said I, "no one could keep up with you."
"Do not try to: leave a sore man to nurse his hurts. I
suppose you saw my folly on the wharf—saw how I forgot
myself?"
"Ach!" said Schmidt, who had toiled after us hot and red,
and who now slipped his quaint form in between us—"Ach!
'You forgot yourself.' This say you. I do think you did
remember your true self for a time this morning."
"Hush! I am a man ashamed. Let us talk no more of it. I have
ill kept my faith," returned Wholesome impatiently.
"You may believe God doth not honor an honest man," said
Schmidt; "which is perhaps a God Quaker, not the God I see to
myself."
I had so far kept my peace, noting the bitter self-reproach
of Wholesome, and having a lad's shyness before an older man's
calamity; but now I said indignantly, "If it be Friends' creed
to see the poor and old and feeble hurt without raising a hand,
let us pray to be saved from such religion."
"But," said Wholesome, "I should have spoken to him in
kindness first. Now I have only made of him a worse beast, and
taught him more hatred. And he of all men!"
"There is much salvation in some mistakes," said Schmidt
smiling.
Just then we were stopped by two middle-aged Friends in drab
of orthodox tint, from which now-a-days Friends have much
fallen away into gay browns and blacks. They asked a question
or two about an insurance on one of our ships; and then the
elder said, "Thee hand seems bleeding, friend Richard;" which
was true: he had cut his knuckles on his opponent's teeth, and
around them had wrapped hastily a handkerchief which showed
stains of blood here and there.
"Ach!" said Schmidt, hastening to save his friend annoyance.
"He ran against
something.—And how late is it! Let us go."
But Wholesome, who would have no man lie ever so little for
his benefit, said quietly, "I hurt it knocking a man down;" and
now for the first time to-day I observed the old amused look
steal over his handsome face and set it a-twitching with some
sense of humor as he saw the shock which went over the faces of
the two elders when we bade them good-morning and turned
away.
Wholesome walked on ahead quickly, and as it seemed plain
that he would be alone, we dropped behind.
"What is all this?" said I. "Does a man grieve thus because
he chastises a scoundrel?"
"No," said Schmidt. "The Friend Wholesome was, as you may
never yet know, an officer of the navy, and when your war being
done he comes here. There is a beautiful woman whom he must
fall to loving, and this with some men being a grave disorder,
he must go and spoil a good natural man with the clothes of a
Quaker, seeing that what the woman did was good in his
sight."
"But," said I, "I don't understand."
"No," said he; "yet you have read of Eve and Adam. Sometimes
they give us good apples and sometimes bad. This was a russet,
as it were, and at times the apple disagrees with him for that
with the new apple he got not a new stomach."
I laughed a little, but said, "This is not all. There was
something between him and the man he struck which we do not yet
know. Did you see him?"
"Yes, and before this—last week some time in the
market-place. He was looking at old Dinah's tub of white lilies
when I noticed him, and to me came a curious thinking of how he
was so unlike them, many people having for me flower-likeness,
and this man, being of a yellow swarthiness and squat-browed,
'minded me soon of the toadstool you call a corpse-light."
"Perhaps we shall know some time; but here is home, and will
he speak of it to Mistress White, do you think?"
"Not ever, I suppose," said Schmidt; and we went in.
The sight we saw troubled me. In the little back parlor, at
a round mahogany table with scrolled edges and claw toes, sat
facing the light Mistress White. She was clad in a gray silk
with tight sleeves, and her profusion of rich chestnut hair,
with its willful curliness that forbade it to be smooth on her
temples, was coiled in a great knot at the back of her head.
Its double tints and strange changefulness, and the smooth
creamy cheeks with their moving islets of roses that would come
and go at a word, were pretty protests of Nature, I used to
think, against the demure tints of her pearl-gray silken gown.
She was looking out into the garden, quite heedless of the
older dame, who sat as her wont was between the windows, and
chirruped now and then, mechanically, "Has thee a four-leaved
clover?" As I learned some time after, one of our older clerks,
perhaps with a little malice of self-comfort at the fall of his
senior's principles, had, on coming home, told her laughingly
all the story of the morning. Perhaps one should be a woman and
a Friend to enter into her feelings. She was tied by a promise
and by a sense of personal pledge to a low and disgraced man,
and then coming to love another despite herself she had grown
greatly to honor him. She might reason as she would that only a
sense of right and a yearning for the fullness of a righteous
life had made him give up his profession and fellows and turn
aside to follow the harder creed of Fox, but she well knew with
a woman's keenness of view that she herself had gone for
something in this change; and now, as sometimes before, she
reproached herself with his failures. As we came in she hastily
dried her eyes and went out of the room. At dinner little was
said, but in the afternoon there was a scene of which I came to
know all a good while later.
Some of us had gone back to the afternoon work when Mr.
Wholesome, who had lingered behind, strayed thoughtfully into
the little back garden. There under a thin-leaved apricot tree
sat Mistress White, very pretty, with her long fair fingers
clasped over a book which lay face down on her lap. Presently she was aware of
Richard Wholesome walking to and fro and smoking a long-stemmed
clay pipe, then, as yet in England, called a churchwarden.
These were two more than commonly good-looking persons, come of
sturdy English breeds, fined down by that in this climate which
has taken the coarseness of line and feature out of so many of
our broods, and has made more than one English painter regret
that the Vandyke faces had crossed the ocean to return no
more.
Schmidt and I looked out a moment into the long vista where,
between the rose-boughs bending from either wall under the
apricot, we could see the gray silvery shimmer of the woman's
dress, and beyond it, passing to and fro, the broad shoulders
of the ex-captain.
"Come," I said, "walk down with me to the wharf."
"Yet leave me," he returned. "I shall wisely do to sit here
on the step over the council-fire of my pipe. Besides, when
there are not markets and flowers, and only a straight-down,
early-afternoon sun, I shall find it a more noble usage of time
to see of my drama another scene. The actors are good;" and he
pointed with his pipe-stem down to the garden. "And this," he
said, "is the mute chorus of the play," indicating a kitten
which had made prey of the grand-dame's ball of worsted, and
was rolling it here and there with delight.
"But," I answered, "it is not right or decent to spy upon
others' actions."
"For right!" he said. "Ach! what I find right to me is my
right; and for decent, I understand you not. But if I tell you
what is true, I find my pleasure to sit here and see the maiden
when at times the winds pull up the curtain of the leaves."
"Well! well!" said I, for most of the time he was not
altogether plain as to what he meant, as when he spoke of the
cat as a chorus—"Well! well! you will go out with me on
the water at sundown?"
"That may be," he answered; and I went away.
I have observed since then, in the long life I have lived,
that the passion called love, when it is a hopeless one, acts
on men as ferments do on fluids after their kind—turning
some to honest wine and some to vinegar. With our stout little
German all trials seemed to be of the former use, so that he
took no ill from those hurts and bruises which leave other men
sore and tender. Indeed, he talked of Mistress White to me, or
even to Wholesome, whom he much embarrassed, in a calm,
half-amused way, as of a venture which he had made, and, having
failed, found it pleasant to look back upon as an experience
not altogether to be regretted. We none of us knew until much
later that it was more than a mere fancy for a woman who was
altogether so sweet and winsome that no man needed an excuse
for loving her. When by and by I also came to love a good
woman, I used to try myself by the measure of this man's lack
of self-love, and wonder how he could have seen with good-will
the woman he cared for come to like another man better. This
utter sweetness of soul has ever been to me a riddle.
An hour passed by, when Schmidt heard a footfall in the room
behind him, and rising saw an old member of the Society of
Friends who came at times to our house, and was indeed trustee
for a small estate which belonged to Mistress White. Nicholas
Oldmixon was an overseer in the Fourth street meeting, and much
looked up to among Friends as a prompt and vigilant guardian of
their discipline. Perhaps he would have been surprised to be
told that he had that in his nature which made the post of
official fault-finder agreeable; but so it was, I fancy, and he
was here on such an errand. The asceticism of Friends in those
days, and the extent to which Mr. Oldmixon, like the more
strict of his sect, carried their views as to gravity of manner
and the absence of color in dress and furniture, were
especially hateful to Schmidt, who lived and was happy in a
region of color and sentiment and gayety. Both, I doubt not,
were good men, but each was by nature and training altogether
unable to sympathize with the
other.
"Good-evening!" said Schmidt, keeping his seat in the low
window-sill.
Mr. Oldmixon returned, "Thee is well, I trust?"
"Ach! with such a sun and the last roses, which seem the
most sweet, and these most lovely of fall-flowers, and a good
book and a pipe," said Schmidt, "who will not be well? Have you
the honest blessing of being a smoker?"
"Nay," said the Quaker, with evident guarding of his words.
"Thee will not take it amiss should I say it is a vain waste of
time?"
"But," answered Schmidt, "time hath many uses. The one is to
be wasted; and this a pipe mightily helps. I did think once,
when I went to meeting, how much more solemn it would be for
each man to have a pipe to excuse his silence."
"Thee jests idly, I fear," said the Friend, coloring and
evidently holding himself in check. "Is that friend Wholesome
in the garden? I have need to see him."
"Yea," said Schmidt, with a broad smile, "he is yonder under
a tree, like Adam in the garden. Let us take a peep at
Paradise."
Mr. Oldmixon held his peace, and walked quietly out of the
window and down the graveled path. There were some who surmised
that his years and his remembrance of the three wives he had
outlived did not altogether suffice to put away from him a
strong sentiment of the sweetness of his ward. Perhaps it was
this notion which lit up with mirth the ruddy face of the
German as he walked down the garden behind the slim ascetic
figure of the overseer of meeting in his broad hat and drab
clothes. On the way the German plucked a dozen scarlet roses, a
late geranium or two and a few leaves of motley Poinsetta.
Wholesome paused a moment to greet quietly the new-comer,
and straightway betook himself absently to his walk again to
and fro across the garden. Mistress White would have had the
old overseer take her seat, but this he would not do. He stood
a moment near her, as if irresolute, while Schmidt threw
himself down on the sward, and, half turning over, tossed roses
into the gray lap of Mistress White, saying, "How prettily the
God of heaven has dressed them!"
Mistress White took up the flowers, not answering the
challenge, but glancing under her long lashes at the
ex-captain, to whom presently the overseer turned, saying,
"Would thee give me a word or two with thee by ourselves,
Richard?"
"There are none in the parlor," said Priscilla, "if thee
will talk there."
"If," said Wholesome, "it be of business, let it wait till
to-morrow, and I will call upon thee: I am not altogether
myself to-day."
"Nay," said Nicholas, gathering himself up a little, "thee
must know theeself that I would not come to thee here for
business: thee knows my exactness in such matters."
"And for what, then, are you come?" said Wholesome with
unusual abruptness.
"For speech of that in thee conduct which were better, as
between an elder friend and a younger, to be talked over
alone," said Mr. Oldmixon severely.
Now, Wholesome, though disgusted by his lack of power to
keep the silent pledges he had given when he entered the
Society of Friends, was not dissatisfied with his conduct as he
judged it by his own standard of right. Moreover, like many
warm-hearted people, he was quick of temper, as we have seen.
His face flushed, and he paused beside the overseer: "There are
none here who do not know most of what passed this morning; but
as you do not know all, let me advise you to hold your peace
and go your ways, and leave me to such reproach as God may send
me."
"If that God send thee any," muttered Schmidt.
But Nicholas Oldmixon was like a war-horse smelling the
battle afar off, and anything like resistance to an overseer in
the way of duty roused him into the sternness which by no means
belonged to the office, but rather to the man. "If," he said,
"any in membership with us do countenance or promote tumults,
they shall be dealt with as disorderly persons. Wherefore did
thee give way to rash violence this morning?"
Priscilla grew pale, I
think. She said, "Friend Nicholas, thee forgets the Christian
courtesy of our people one to another. Let it rest a while:
friend Richard may come to think better of it by and by."
"And that I trust he may never," muttered Schmidt.
But the overseer was not to be stayed. "Thee would do better
to mind the things of thy house and leave us," he said. "The
ways of this young man have been more than once a scandal, and
are like to come before the preparative meeting to be dealt
with."
"Sir," returned Wholesome, approaching him and quite
forgetting his plain speech to make it plainer, "your manners
do little credit to your age or your place. Listen: I told you
to speak no more of this matter;" and he seized him by the
lappel of his coat and drew him aside a few paces. "For your
own sake, I mean. Let it die out, with no more of talk or
nonsense."
"For my sake!" exclaimed the overseer; "and why? Most surely
thee forgets theeself."
"For your own sake," said Wholesome, drawing him still
farther away, and bending toward him, so that his words were
lost to Schmidt and Priscilla, "and for your son John's. It was
he I struck to-day."
Mr. Oldmixon grew white and staggered as if stricken. "Why
did thee not come and tell me?" he said. "It had been kinder;
and where is that unhappy man?"
"I do not know," returned Wholesome.
"Nevertheless, be it he or another, thee was in the wrong,
and I have done my duty,—God help us all! and is my son
yet alive?" and so saying, he turned away, and without other
words walked through the house with uncertain steps and went
down the street, while Wholesome, with softened face, watched
him from the doorstep. Then he went back quietly into the
garden, and turning to Schmidt, said, "Will you oblige me by
leaving me with Mistress White? I will explain to thee by and
by."
Schmidt looked up surprised, but seeing how pale and stern
he looked, rose and went into the house. The woman looked up
expectant.
"Priscilla, the time has come when thee must choose between
me and him."
"He has come back? I knew always he would come."
"Yes, he has come back: I saw him to-day," said Wholesome,
"and the John Oldmixon of to-day is more than ever cruel and
brutal. Will thee trust me to make thee believe that?"
"I believe thee," she returned; "but because he is this and
worse, shall I forget my word or turn aside from that which, if
bitter for me, may save his soul alive?"
"And yet you love me?"
"Have I said so?" she murmured with a half smile.
The young man came closer and seized both hands in his:
"Will it not be a greater sin, loving me, to marry him?"
"But he may never ask me, and then I shall wait, for I had
better die fit in soul to be yours than come to you unworthy of
a good man's love."
He dropped her hands and moved slowly away, she watching him
with full eyes. Then he turned and said, "But should he
fall—fall as he must—and come to be what his life
will surely make him, a felon whom no woman could
marry—"
"Thee makes duty hard for me, Richard," she answered. "Do
not make me think thee cruel. When in God's good time he shall
send me back the words of promise I wrote when he went away a
disgraced man, to whom, nevertheless I owed my life,
then—Oh, Richard, I love thee! Do not hurt me. Pray for
me and him."
"God help us!" he said. "We have great need, to be helped;"
and suddenly leaning over he kissed her forehead for the first
time, and went away up the garden and into the house.
EDWARD
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