A PRINCESS OF THULE.
By William Black, Author of "THE STRANGE ADVENTURES OF A
PHAETON."
CHAPTER X.
FAIRY-LAND.
"Welcome to London—!"
He was about to add "Sheila," but suddenly stopped. The
girl, who had hastily come forward to meet him with a glad look in
her eyes and with both hands outstretched, doubtless perceived the
brief embarrassment of the moment, and was perhaps a little amused by
it. But she took no notice of it: she merely advanced to him and
caught both his hands, and said, "And are you very
well?"
It was the old and familiar salutation, uttered in the same odd,
gentle, insinuating fashion, and in the same low and sweet voice.
Sheila's stay in Oban and the few days she had already spent in
London had not taught her the difference between "very" and
"ferry."
"It is so strange to hear you speak in London—Mrs.
Lavender," he said, with rather a wry face as he pronounced her
full and proper title.
And now it was Sheila's turn to look a bit embarrassed and
color, and appear uncertain whether to be vexed or pleased, when her
husband himself broke in in his usual impetuous fashion: "I say,
Ingram, don't be a fool! Of course you must call her
Sheila—unless when there are people here, and then you must
please yourself. Why, the poor girl has enough of strange things and
names about her already. I don't know how she keeps her head. It
would bewilder me, I know; but I can see that, after she has stood at
the window for a time, and begun to get dazed by all the wonderful
sights and sounds outside, she suddenly withdraws and fixes all her
attention on some little domestic duty, just as if she were hanging
on to the practical things of life to assure herself it isn't all
a dream. Isn't that so, Sheila?" he said, putting his hand
on her shoulder.
"You ought not to watch me like that," she said with a
smile. "But it is the noise that is most bewildering. There are
many places I will know already when I see them, many places and
things I have known in pictures; but now the size of them, and the
noise of carriages, and the people always passing, and always
different, always strangers, so that you never see the same people
any more—But I am getting very much accustomed to it."
"You are trying very hard to get accustomed to it, any way,
my good girl," said her husband.
"You need not be in a hurry: you may begin to regret some day
that you have not a little of that feeling of wonder left," said
Ingram. "But you have not told me anything of what you think
about London, and of how you like it, and how you like your house,
and what you have done with Bras, and a thousand other
things."
"I will tell you all that directly, when I have got for you
some wine and some biscuits."
"Sheila, you can ring for them," said her husband, but
she had by that time departed on her mission. Presently she returned,
and waited upon Ingram just as if she had been in her father's
house in Borva, with the gentlemen in a hurry to go out to the
fishing, and herself the only one who could serve them.
She put a small table close by the French window; she drew back
the curtains as far as they would go, to show the sunshine of a
bright forenoon in May lighting up the trees in the square and
gleaming on the pale and tall fronts of the houses beyond; and she
wheeled in three low easy-chairs, so as to front this comparatively
cheerful prospect.
Somehow or other, it seemed quite natural that Sheila should wheel
in those chairs. It was certainly no disrespect on the part of either
her husband or her visitor which caused both of them to sit still and give her her own
way about such things. Indeed, Lavender had not as yet ever attempted
to impress upon Sheila the necessity of cultivating the art of
helplessness. That, with other social graces, would perhaps come in
good time. She would soon acquire the habits and ways of her friends
and acquaintances, without his trying to force upon her a series of
affectations, which would only embarrass her and cloud the perfect
frankness and spontaneity of her nature. Of one thing he was quite
assured—that whatever mistakes Sheila might make in society
they would never render her ridiculous. Strangers might not know the
absolute sincerity of her every word and act, which gave her a
courage that had no fear of criticism, but they could at least see
the simple grace and dignity of the girl, and that natural ease of
manner which is beyond the reach of cultivation, being mainly the
result of a thorough consciousness of honesty. To burden her with
rules and regulations of conduct would be to produce the very
catastrophes he wished to avoid. Where no attempt is made, failure is
impossible; and he was meanwhile well content that Sheila should
simply appear as Sheila, even although she might draw in a chair for
a guest or so far forget her dignity as to pour out some wine for her
husband.
"After all, Sheila," said Lavender, "hadn't I
better begin and tell Ingram about your surprise and delight when you
came near Oban and saw the tall hotels and the trees? It was the
trees, I think, that struck you most, because, you know, those in
Lewis—well, to tell the truth—the fact is, the trees of
Lewis—as I was saying, the trees of Lewis are not
just—they cannot be said to be—"
"You bad boy, to say anything against the Lewis!"
exclaimed Sheila; and Ingram held that she was right, and that there
were certain sorts of ingratitude more disgraceful than others, and
that this was just about the worst.
"Oh, I have brought all the good away from Lewis," said
Lavender with a careless impertinence.
"No," said Sheila proudly. "You have not brought
away my papa, and there is not any one in this country I have seen as
good as he is."
"My dear, your experience of the thirty millions of folks in
these islands is quite convincing. I was wholly in the wrong; and if
you forgive me we shall celebrate our reconciliation in a
cigarette—that is to say, Ingram and I will perform the rites,
and you can look on."
So Sheila went away to get the cigarettes also.
"You don't say you smoke in your drawing-room,
Lavender?" said Ingram, mindful of the fastidious ways of his
friend even when he had bachelor's rooms in King street.
"Don't I, though? I smoke everywhere—all over the
place. Don't you see, we have no visitors yet. No one is supposed
to know we have come South. Sheila must get all sorts of things
before she can be introduced to my friends and my aunt's friends,
and the house must be put to rights, too. You wouldn't have her
go to see my aunt in that sailor's costume she used to rush about
in up in Lewis?"
"That is precisely what I would have," said Ingram:
"she cannot look more handsome in any other dress."
"Why, my aunt would fancy I had married a savage: I believe
she fears something of the sort now."
"And you haven't told even her that you are in
London?"
"No."
"Well, Lavender, that is a precious silly performance.
Suppose she hears of your being in town, what will you say to
her?"
"I should tell her I wanted a few days to get my wife
properly dressed before taking her about."
Ingram shrugged his shoulders: "Perhaps you are right.
Perhaps, indeed, it would be better if you waited six months before
you introduced Sheila to your friends. At present you seem to be
keeping the footlights turned down until everything is ready for the
first scene, and then Sheila is to burst upon society in a blaze of
light and color. Well, that is
harmless enough; but look here! You don't know much about her
yet: you will be mainly anxious to hear what the audience, as it
were, say of her; and there is just a chance of your adopting their
impressions and opinions of Sheila, seeing that you have no very
fixed ones of your own. Now, what your social circle may think about
her is a difficult thing to decide; and I confess I would rather have
seen you remain six months in Lewis before bringing her up
here."
Ingram was at least a candid friend. It was not the first nor the
hundredth time that Frank Lavender had to endure small lectures,
uttered in a slow, deliberate voice, and yet with an indifference of
manner which showed that Ingram cared very little how sharply his
words struck home. He rarely even apologized for his bluntness. These
were his opinions: Lavender could take them or leave them, as he
liked. And the younger man, after finding his face flush a bit on
being accused of wishing to make a dramatic impression with
Sheila's entrance into London society, laughed in an embarrassed
way, and said, "It is impossible to be angry with you, Ingram,
and yet you do talk so absurdly. I wonder who is likely to know more
about the character of a girl than her own husband?"
"You may in time: you don't now," said Ingram,
carefully balancing a biscuit on the point of his finger.
"The fact is," said Lavender with good-natured
impatience, "you are the most romantic card I know, and there is
no pleasing you. You have all sorts of exalted notions about
things—about sentiments and duties, and so forth. Well, all
that is true enough, and would be right enough if the world were
filled with men and women like yourself; but then it isn't, you
see, and one has to give in to conventionalities of dress and living
and ceremonies, if one wants to retain one's friends. Now, I like
to see you going about with that wide-awake—it suits your brown
complexion and beard—and that stick that would do for herding
sheep; and the costume looks well and is business-like and excellent
when you're off for a walk over the Surrey downs or lying on the
river-banks about Henley or Cookham; but it isn't, you know, the
sort of costume for a stroll in the Park."
"Whenever God withdraws from me my small share of common
sense," said Ingram slowly, "so far that I shall begin to
think of having my clothes made for the purpose of walking in Hyde
Park, well—"
"But don't you see," said Lavender, "that one
must meet one's friends, especially when one is married; and when
you know that at a certain hour in the forenoon they are all to be
found in a particular place, and that a very pleasant place, and that
you will do yourself good by having a walk in the fresh air, and so
forth, I really don't see anything very immoral in going down for
an hour or so to the Park!"
"Don't you think the pleasure of seeing one's friends
might be postponed till one had done some sort of good day's
work?"
"There now!" cried Lavender, "that is another of
your delusions. You are always against superstitions, and yet you
make work a fetish. You do with work just as women do with duty: they
carry about with them a convenient little god, and they are always
worshiping it with small sacrifices, and complimenting themselves on
a series of little martyrdoms that are of no good to anybody. Of
course, duty wouldn't be duty if it wasn't disagreeable, and
when they go nursing the sick—and they could get it better done
for fifteen shillings a week by somebody else—they don't
mind coming back to their families with the seeds of typhus about
their gowns; and when they crush the affections in order to worship
at the shrine of duty, they don't consider that they may be
making martyr of other folks, who don't want martyrdom and get no
sort of pleasure out of it. Now, what in all the world is the good of
work as work? I believe that work is an unmistakable evil, but when
it is a necessity I suppose you get some sort of selfish satisfaction
in over-coming it; and doubtless if there was any immediate necessity in my case—I
don't deny the necessity may arise, and that I should like
nothing better than to work for Sheila's sake—"
"Now you are coming to the point," said Ingram, who had
been listening with his usual patience to his friend's somewhat
chaotic speculations. "Perhaps you may have to work for your
wife's sake and your own; and I confess I am surprised to see you
so content with your present circumstances. If your aunt's
property legally reverted to you, if you had any sort of family claim
on it, that would make some little difference; but you know that any
sudden quarrel between you might leave you penniless
to-morrow."
"In which case I should begin to work to-morrow, and I should
come to you for my first commission."
"And you shouldn't have it. I would leave you to go and
fight the world for yourself; without which a man knows nothing of
himself or of his relations with those around him."
"Frank, dear, here are the cigarettes," said Sheila at
this point; and as she came and sat down the discussion ceased.
For Sheila began to tell her friend of all the strange adventures
that had befallen her since she left the far island of
Lewis—how she had seen with fear the great mountains of Skye
lit up by the wild glare of a stormy sunrise; how she had seen with
astonishment the great fir-woods of Armadale; and how green and
beautiful were the shores of the Sound of Mull. And then Oban, with
its shining houses, its blue bay and its magnificent trees, all lit
up by a fair and still sunshine! She had not imagined there was
anywhere in the world so beautiful a place, and could scarcely
believe that London itself was more rich and noble and impressive;
for there were beautiful ladies walking along the broad pavements,
and there were shops with large windows that seemed to contain
everything that the mind could desire, and there was a whole fleet of
yachts in the bay. But it was the trees, above all, that captivated
her; and she asked if they were lords who owned those beautiful
houses built up on the hill and half smothered among lilacs and ash
trees and rowan trees and ivy.
"My darling," Lavender had said to her, "if your
papa were to come and live here, he could buy half a dozen of those
cottages, gardens and all. They are mostly the property of well-to-do
shopkeepers. If this little place takes your fancy, what will you say
when you go South—when you see Wimbledon and Richmond and Kew,
with their grand old commons and trees? Why, you could hide Oban in a
corner of Richmond Park!"
"And my papa has seen all those places?"
"Yes. Don't you think it strange he should have seen them
all, and known he could live in any one of them, and then gone away
back to Borva?"
"But what would the poor people have done if he had never
gone back?"
"Oh, some one else would have taken his place."
"And then, if he were living here or in London, he might have
got tired, and he might have wished to go back to the Lewis and see
all the people he knew; and then he would come among them like a
stranger, and have no house to go to."
Then Lavender said, quite gently, "Do you think, Sheila, you
will ever tire of living in the South?"
The girl looked up quickly, and said, with a sort of surprised
questioning in her eyes, "No, not with you. But then we shall
often go to the Lewis?"
"Oh yes," her husband said, "as often as we can
conveniently. But it will take some time at first, you know, before
you get to know all my friends who are to be your friends, and before
you get properly fitted into our social circle. That will take you a
long time, Sheila, and you may have many annoyances or embarrassments
to encounter; but you won't be very much afraid, my
girl?"
Sheila merely looked up to him: there was no fear in the frank,
brave eyes.
The first large town she saw struck a cold chill to her heart. On
a wet and dismal afternoon they
sailed into Greenock. A heavy smoke hung about the black
building-yards and the dirty quays; the narrow and squalid streets
were filled with mud, and only the poorer sections of the population
waded through the mire or hung disconsolately about the corners of
the thoroughfares. A gloomier picture could not well be conceived;
and Sheila, chilled with the long and wet sail and bewildered by the
noise and bustle of the harbor, was driven to the hotel with a sore
heart and a downcast face.
"This is not like London, Frank?" she said, pretty
nearly ready to cry with disappointment.
"This? No. Well, it is like a part of London, certainly, but
not the part you will live in."
"But how can we live in the one place without passing the
other and being made miserable by it? There was no part of Oban like
this."
"Why, you will live miles away from the docks and quays of
London. You might live for a lifetime in London without ever knowing
it had a harbor. Don't you be afraid, Sheila. You will live in a
district where there are far finer houses than any you saw in Oban,
and far finer trees; and within a few minutes' walk you will find
great gardens and parks, with lakes in them and wild-fowl, and you
will be able to teach the boys about how to set the helm and the
sails when they are launching their small boats."
"I should like that," said Sheila, with her face
brightening.
"Perhaps you would like a boat yourself?"
"Yes," she said frankly. "If there were not many
people there, we might go out sometimes in the
evening—"
Her husband laughed and took her hand: "You don't
understand, Sheila. The boats the boys have are little things a foot
or two long—like the one in your papa's bed-room in Borva.
But many of the boys would be greatly obliged to you if you would
teach them how to manage the sails properly, for sometimes dreadful
shipwrecks occur."
"You must bring them to our house. I am very fond of little
boys, when they begin to forget to be shy, and let you become
acquainted with them."
"Well," said Lavender, "I don't know many of
the boys who sail boats in the Serpentine: you will have to make
their acquaintance yourself. But I know one boy whom I must bring to
the house. He is a German-Jew boy, who is going to be another
Mendelssohn, his friends say. He is a pretty boy, with ruddy-brown
hair, big black eyes and a fine forehead; and he really sings and
plays delightfully. But you know, Sheila, you must not treat him as a
boy, for he is over fourteen, I should think; and if you were to kiss
him—"
"He might be angry," said Sheila with perfect
simplicity.
"I might," said Lavender; and then, noticing that she
seemed a little surprised, he merely patted her head and bade her go
and get ready for dinner.
Then came the great climax of Sheila's southward
journey—her arrival in London. She was all anxiety to see her
future home; and, as luck would have it, there was a fair spring
morning shining over the city. For a couple of hours before she had
sat and looked out of the carriage-window as the train whirled
rapidly through the scarcely-awakened country, and she had seen the
soft and beautiful landscapes of the South lit up by the early
sunlight. How the bright little villages shone, with here and there a
gilt weathercock glittering on the spire of some small gray church,
while as yet in many valleys a pale gray mist lay along the bed of
the level streams or clung to the dense woods on the upland heights!
Which was the more beautiful—the sharp, clear picture, with its
brilliant colors and its awakening life, or the more mystic landscape
over which was still drawn the tender veil of the morning haze? She
could not tell. She only knew that England, as she then saw it,
seemed a great country that was very beautiful, that had few
inhabitants, and that was still and sleepy, and bathed in sunshine.
How happy must the people be who lived in those quiet green valleys
by the side of slow and smooth
rivers, and amid great woods and avenues of stately trees, the like
of which she had not imagined even in her dreams!
But from the moment that they got out at Euston Square she seemed
a trifle bewildered, and could only do implicitly as her husband bade
her—clinging to his hand, for the most part, as if to make sure
of guidance. She did indeed glance somewhat nervously at the hansom
into which Lavender put her, apparently asking how such a tall and
narrow two-wheeled vehicle could be prevented toppling over. But when
he, having sent on all their luggage by a respectable old
four-wheeler, got into the hansom beside her, and put his hand inside
her arm, and bade her be of good cheer that she should have such a
pleasant morning to welcome her to London, she said "Yes"
mechanically, and only looked out in a wistful fashion at the great
houses and trees of Euston Square, the mighty and roaring stream of
omnibuses, the droves of strangers, mostly clad in black, as if they
were going to church, and the pale blue smoke that seemed to mix with
the sunshine and make it cold and distant.
They were in no hurry, these two, on that still morning, and so,
to impress Sheila all at once with a sense of the greatness and
grandeur of London, he made the cabman cut down by Park Crescent and
Portland Place to Regent Circus. Then they went along Oxford street;
and there were crowded omnibuses taking young men into the city,
while all the pavements were busy with hurrying passers-by. What
multitudes of unknown faces, unknown to her and unknown to each
other! These people did not speak: they only hurried on, each intent
upon his own affairs, caring nothing, apparently, for the din around
them, and looking so strange and sad in their black clothes in the
pale and misty sunlight.
"You are in a trance, Sheila," he said.
She did not answer. Surely she had wandered into some magical
city, for now the houses on one side of the way suddenly ceased, and
she saw before her a great and undulating extent of green, with a
border of beautiful flowers, and with groups of trees that met the
sky all along the southern horizon. Did the green and beautiful
country she had seen shoot in thus into the heart of the town, or was
there another city far away on the other side of the trees? The place
was almost as deserted as those still valleys she had passed by in
the morning. Here, in the street, there was the roar of a passing
crowd, but there was a long and almost deserted stretch of park, with
winding roads and umbrageous trees, on which the wan sunlight fell
from between loose masses of half-golden cloud.
Then they passed Kensington Gardens, and there were more people
walking down the broad highways between the elms.
"You are getting nearly home now, Sheila," he said.
"And you will be able to come and walk in these avenues whenever
you please."
Was this, then, her home?—this section of a barrack-row of
dwellings, all alike in steps, pillars, doors and windows? When she
got inside the servant who had opened the door bobbed a curtsey to
her: should she shake hands with her and say, "And are you ferry
well?" But at this moment Lavender came running up the steps,
playfully hurried her into the house and up the stairs, and led her
into her own drawing-room. "Well, darling, what do you think of
your home, now that you see it?"
Sheila looked round timidly. It was not a big room, but it was a
palace in height and grandeur and color compared with that little
museum in Borva in which Sheila's piano stood. It was all so
strange and beautiful—the split pomegranates and quaint leaves
on the upper part of the walls, and underneath a dull slate color
where the pictures hung; the curious painting on the frames of the
mirrors; the brilliant curtains, with their stiff and formal
patterns. It was not very much like a home as yet; it was more like a
picture that had been carefully planned and executed; but she knew
how he had thought of pleasing
her in choosing these things, and without saying a word she took his
hand and kissed it. And then she went to one of the three tall French
windows and looked out on the square. There, between the trees, was a
space of beautiful soft green, and some children dressed in bright
dresses, and attended by a governess in sober black, had just begun
to play croquet. An elderly lady with a small white dog was walking
along one of the graveled paths. An old man was pruning some
bushes.
"It is very still and quiet here," said Sheila. "I
was afraid we should have to live in that terrible noise
always."
"I hope you won't find it dull, my darling," he
said.
"Dull, when you are here?"
"But I cannot always be here, you know?"
She looked up.
"You see, a man is so much in the way if he is dawdling about
a house all day long. You would begin to regard me as a nuisance,
Sheila, and would be for sending me out to play croquet with those
young Carruthers, merely that you might get the rooms dusted.
Besides, you know I couldn't work here: I must have a studio of
some sort—in the neighborhood, of course. And then you will
give me your orders in the morning as to when I am to come round for
luncheon or dinner."
"And you will be alone all day at your work?"
"Yes."
"Then I will come and sit with you, my poor boy," she
said.
"Much work I should do in that case!" he said. "But
we'll see. In the mean time go up stairs and get your things off:
that young person below has breakfast ready, I dare say."
"But you have not shown me yet where Mr. Ingram lives,"
said Sheila before she went to the door.
"Oh, that is miles away. You have only seen a little bit of
London yet. Ingram lives about as far away from here as the distance
you have just come, but in another direction."
"It is like a world made of houses," said Sheila,
"and all filled with strangers. But you will take me to see Mr.
Ingram?"
"By and by, yes. But he is sure to drop in on you as soon as
he fancies you are settled in your new home."
And here, at last, was Mr. Ingram come; and the mere sound of his
voice seemed to carry her back to Borva, so that in talking to him
and waiting on him as of old she would scarcely have been surprised
if her father had walked in to say that a coaster was making for the
harbor, or that Duncan was going over to Stornoway, and Sheila would
have to give him commissions. Her husband did not take the same
interest in the social and political affairs of Borva that Mr. Ingram
did. Lavender had made a pretence of assisting Sheila in her work
among the poor people, but the effort was a hopeless failure. He
could not remember the name of the family that wanted a new boat, and
was visibly impatient when Sheila would sit down to write out for
some aged crone a letter to her grandson in Canada. Now, Ingram, for
the mere sake of occupation, had qualified himself during his various
visits to Lewis, so that he might have become the home minister of
the King of Borva; and Sheila was glad to have one attentive listener
as she described all the wonderful things that had happened in the
island since the previous summer.
But Ingram had got a full and complete holiday on which to come up
and see Sheila; and he had brought with him the wild and startling
proposal that in order that she should take her first plunge into the
pleasures of civilized life, her husband and herself should drive
down to Richmond and dine at the Star and Garter.
"What is that?" said Sheila.
"My dear girl," said her husband seriously, "your
ignorance is something fearful to contemplate. It is quite
bewildering. How can a person who does not know what the Star and
Garter is be told what the Star and Garter is?"
"But I am willing to go and see," said
Sheila.
"Then I must look after getting a brougham," said
Lavender, rising.
"A brougham on such a day as this?" exclaimed Ingram.
"Nonsense! Get an open trap of some sort; and Sheila, just to
please me, will put on that very blue dress she used to wear in
Borva, and the hat and the white feather, if she has got
them."
"Perhaps you would like me to put on a sealskin cap and a red
handkerchief instead of a collar," observed Lavender calmly.
"You may do as you please. Sheila and I are going to dine at
the Star and Garter."
"May I put on that blue dress?" said the girl, going up
to her husband.
"Yes, of course, if you like," said Lavender meekly,
going off to order the carriage, and wondering by what route he could
drive those two maniacs down to Richmond so that none of his friends
should see them.
When he came back again, bringing with him a landau which could be
shut up for the homeward journey at night, he had to confess that no
costume seemed to suit Sheila so well as the rough sailor-dress; and
he was so pleased with her appearance that he consented at once to
let Bras go with them in the carriage, on condition that Sheila
should be responsible for him. Indeed, after the first shiver of
driving away from the square was over, he forgot that there was much
unusual about the look of this odd pleasure-party. If you had told
him eighteen months before that on a bright day in May, just as
people were going home from the Park for luncheon, he would go for a
drive in a hired trap with one horse, his companions being a man with
a brown wide-awake, a girl dressed as though she were the owner of a
yacht, and an immense deerhound, and that in this fashion he would
dare to drive up to the Star and Garter and order dinner, he would
have bet five hundred to one that such a thing would never occur so
long as he preserved his senses. But somehow he did not mind much. He
was very much at home with those two people beside him; the day was
bright and fresh; the horse went a good pace; and once they were over
Hammersmith Bridge and out among fields and trees, the country looked
exceedingly pretty, and all the beauty of it was mirrored in
Sheila's eyes.
"All can't quite make you out in that dress,
Sheila," he said. "I am not sure whether it is real and
business-like or a theatrical costume. I have seen girls on Ryde Pier
with something of the same sort on, only a good deal more pronounced,
you know, and they looked like sham yachtsmen; and I have seen
stewardesses wearing that color and texture of cloth—"
"But why not leave it as it is," said
Ingram—"a solitary costume produced by certain conditions
of climate and duties, acting in conjunction with a natural taste for
harmonious coloring and simple form? That dress, I will maintain,
sprang as naturally from the salt sea as Aphrodite did; and the man
who suspects artifice in it or invention has had his mind perverted
by the skepticism of modern society."
"Is my dress so very wonderful?" said Sheila with a
grave complaisance. "I am pleased that the Lewis has produced
such a fine thing, and perhaps you would like me to tell you its
history. It was my papa bought a piece of blue serge in Stornoway: it
cost three shillings sixpence a yard, and a dressmaker in Stornoway
cut it for me, and I made it myself. That is all the history of the
wonderful dress."
Suddenly Sheila seized her husband's arm. They had got down to
the river by Mortlake; and there, on the broad bosom of the stream, a
long and slender boat was shooting by, pulled by four oarsmen clad in
white flannel.
"How can they go out in such a boat?" said Sheila, with
a great alarm visible in her eyes. "It is scarcely a boat at
all; and if they touch a rock or if the wind catches
them—"
"Don't be frightened, Sheila," said her husband.
"They are quite safe. There are no rocks in our rivers, and the
wind does not give us squalls here like those on Loch Roag. You will
see hundreds of those boats by
and by, and perhaps you yourself will go out in one."
"Oh, never, never!" she said, almost with a shudder.
"Why, if the people here heard you they would not know how
brave a sailor you are. You are not afraid to go out at night by
yourself on the sea, and you won't go on a smooth inland
river—"
"But those boats: if you touch them they must go
over."
She seemed glad to get away from the river. She could not be
persuaded of the safety of the slender craft of the Thames; and
indeed for some time after seemed so strangely depressed that
Lavender begged and prayed of her to tell him what was the matter. It
was simple enough. She had heard him speak of his boating adventures.
Was it in such boats as that she had just seen? and might he not be
some day going out in one of them, and an accident—the breaking
of an oar, a gust of wind—
There was nothing for it but to reassure her by a solemn promise
that in no circumstances whatever would he, Lavender, go into a boat
without her express permission; whereupon Sheila was as grateful to
him as though he had dowered her with a kingdom.
This was not the Richmond Hill of her fancy—this spacious
height, with its great mansions, its magnificent elms, and its view
of all the westward and wooded country, with the blue-white streak of
the river winding through the green foliage. Where was the farm? The
famous Lass of Richmond Hill must have lived on a farm, but here
surely were the houses of great lords and nobles, which had
apparently been there for years and years. And was this really a
hotel that they stopped at—this great building that she could
only compare to Stornoway Castle?
"Now, Sheila," said Lavender after they had ordered
dinner and gone out, "mind you keep a tight hold on that leash,
for Bras will see strange things in the Park."
"It is I who will see strange things," she said; and the
prophecy was amply fulfilled. For as they went along the broad path,
and came better into view of the splendid undulations of woodland and
pasture and fern, when on the one hand they saw the Thames, far below
them, flowing through the green and spacious valley, and on the other
hand caught some dusky glimpse of the far white houses of London, it
seemed to her that she had got into a new world, and that this world
was far more beautiful than the great city she had left. She did not
care so much for the famous view from the hill. She had cast one
quick look to the horizon, with one throb of expectation that the sea
might be there. There was no sea there—only the faint blue of
long lines of country apparently without limit. Moreover, over the
western landscape a faint haze prevailed, that increased in the
distance and softened down the more distant woods into a sober gray.
That great extent of wooded plain, lying sleepily in its pale mists,
was not so cheerful as the scene around her, where the sunlight was
sharp and clear, the air fresh, the trees flooded with a pure and
bright color. Here, indeed, was a cheerful and beautiful world, and
she was full of curiosity to know all about it and its strange
features. What was the name of this tree? and how did it differ from
that? Were not these rabbits over by the fence? and did rabbits live
in the midst of trees and bushes? What sort of wood was the fence
made of? and was it not terribly expensive to have such a protection?
Could not he tell the cost of a wooden fence? Why did they not use
wire netting? Was not that a loch away down there? and what was its
name? A loch without a name! Did the salmon come up to it? and did
any sea-birds ever come inland and build their nests on its
margin?
"Oh, Bras, you must come and look at the loch. It is a long
time since you will see a loch."
And away she went through the thick breckan, holding on to the
swaying leash that held the galloping greyhound, and running swiftly
as though she had been making down for the shore to get out the
Maighdean-mhara.
"Sheila," called her husband, "don't be
foolish!"
"Sheila," called Ingram, "have pity on an old
man!"
Suddenly she stopped. A brace of partridges had sprung up at some
little distance, and with a wild whirr of their wings were now
directing their low and rapid flight toward the bottom of the
valley.
"What birds are those?" she said peremptorily.
She took no notice of the fact that her companions were pretty
nearly too blown to speak. There was a brisk life and color in her
face, and all her attention was absorbed in watching the flight of
the birds. Lavender fancied he saw in the fixed and keen look
something of old Mackenzie's gray eye: it was the first trace of
a likeness to her father he had seen.
"You bad girl!" he said, "they are
partridges."
She paid no heed to this reproach, for what were those other
things over there underneath the trees? Bras had pricked up his ears,
and there was a strange excitement in his look and in his trembling
frame.
"Deer!" she cried, with her eyes as fixed as were those
of the dog beside her.
"Well," said her husband calmly, "what although
they are deer?"
"But Bras—" she said; and with that she caught the
leash with both her hands.
"Bras won't mind them if you keep him quiet. I suppose
you can manage him better than I can. I wish we had brought a
whip."
"I would rather let him kill every deer in the Park than
touch him with a whip," said Sheila proudly.
"You fearful creature, you don't know what you say. That
is high treason. If George Ranger heard you, he would have you hanged
in front of the Star and Garter."
"Who is George Ranger?" said Sheila with an air, as if
she had said, "Do you know that I am the daughter of the King of
Borva, and whoever touches me will have to answer to my papa, who is
not afraid of any George Ranger?"
"He is a great lord who hangs all persons who disturb the
deer in this Park."
"But why do they not go away?" said Sheila impatiently.
"I have never seen any deer so stupid. It is their own fault if
they are disturbed: why do they remain so near to people and to
houses?"
"My dear child, if Bras wasn't here you would probably
find some of those deer coming up to see if you had any bits of sugar
or pieces of bread about your pockets."
"Then they are like sheep—they are not like deer,"
she said with some contempt. "If I could only tell Bras that it
is sheep he will be looking at, he would not look any more. And so
small they are! They are as small as the roe, but they have horns as
big as many of the red-deer. Do people eat them?"
"I suppose so."
"And what will they cost?"
"I am sure I can't tell you."
"Are they as good as the roe or the big deer?"
"I don't know that, either. I don't think I ever ate
fallow-deer. But you know they are not kept here for that purpose. A
great many gentlemen in this country keep a lot of them in their
parks merely to look pretty. They cost a great deal more than they
produce."
"They must eat up a great deal of fine grass," said
Sheila almost sorrowfully. "It is a beautiful ground for
sheep—no rushes, no peat-moss, only fine, good grass and dry
land. I should like my papa to see all this beautiful
ground."
"I fancy he has seen it."
"Was my papa here?"
"I think he said so."
"And did he see those deer?"
"Doubtless."
"He never told me of them."
By this time they had pretty nearly got down to the little lake,
and Bras had been alternately coaxed and threatened into a quiescent
mood. Sheila evidently expected to hear a flapping of seafowls'
wings when they got near the margin, and looked all around for the
first sudden dart from the banks. But a dead silence prevailed, and as there were neither fish
nor birds to watch, she went along to a wooden bench and sat down
there, one of her companions on each hand. It was a pretty scene that
lay before her—the small stretch of water ruffled with the
wind, but showing a dash of blue sky here and there, the trees in the
enclosure beyond clad in their summer foliage, the smooth green sward
shining in the afternoon sunlight. Here, at least, was absolute quiet
after the roar of London; and it was somewhat wistfully that she
asked her husband how far this place was from her home, and whether,
when he was at work, she could not come down here by herself.
"Certainly," he said, never dreaming that she would
think of doing such a thing.
By and by they returned to the hotel, and while they sat at dinner
a great fire of sunset spread over the west, and the far woods became
of a rich purple, streaked here and there with lines of pale white
mist. The river caught the glow of the crimson clouds above, and
shone duskily red amid the dark green of the trees. Deeper and deeper
grew the color of the sun as it sank to the horizon, until it
disappeared behind one low bar of purple cloud, and then the wild
glow in the west slowly faded away, the river became pallid and
indistinct, the white mists over the distant woods seemed to grow
denser, and then, as here and there a lamp was lit far down in the
valley, one or two pale stars appeared in the sky overhead, and the
night came on apace.
"It is so strange," Sheila said, "to find the
darkness coming on and not to hear the sound of the waves. I wonder
if it is a fine night at Borva?"
Her husband went over to her and led her back to the table, where
the candles, shining over the white cloth and the colored glasses,
offered a more cheerful picture than the deepening landscape outside.
They were in a private room, so that, when dinner was over, Sheila
was allowed to amuse herself with the fruit, while her two companions
lit their cigars. Where was the quaint old piano now, and the glass
of hot whisky and water, and the "Lament of Monaltrie" or
"Love in thine eyes for ever plays"? It seemed, but for the
greatness of the room, to be a repetition of one of those evenings at
Borva that now belonged to a far-off past. Here was Sheila, not
minding the smoke, listening to Ingram as of old, and sometimes
saying something in that sweetly inflected speech of hers; here was
Ingram, talking, as it were, out of a brown study, and morosely
objecting to pretty nearly everything Lavender said, but always ready
to prove Sheila right; and Lavender himself, as unlike a married man
as ever, talking impatiently, impetuously and wildly, except at such
times as he said something to his young wife, and then some brief
smile and look or some pat on the hand said more than words. But
where, Sheila may have thought, was the one wanting to complete the
group? Has he gone down to Borvabost to see about the cargoes of fish
to be sent off in the morning? Perhaps he is talking to Duncan
outside about the cleaning of the guns or making up cartridges in the
kitchen. When Sheila's attention wandered away from the talk of
her companions she could not help listening for the sound of the
waves; and as there was no such message coming to her from the great
wooded plain without, her fancy took her away across that mighty
country she had traveled through, and carried her up to the island of
Loch Roag, until she almost fancied she could smell the peat-smoke in
the night-air, and listen to the sea, and hear her father pacing up
and down the gravel outside the house, perhaps thinking of her as she
was thinking of him.
This little excursion to Richmond was long remembered by those
three. It was the last of their meetings before Sheila was ushered
into the big world to busy herself with new occupations and cares. It
was a pleasant little journey throughout, for as they got into the
landau to drive back to town the moon was shining high up in the
southern heavens, and the air was mild and fresh, so that they had the carriage opened, and
Sheila, well wrapped up, lay and looked around her with a strange
wonder and joy as they drove underneath the shadow of the trees and
out again into the clear sheen of the night. They saw the river, too,
flowing smoothly and palely down between its dark banks; and somehow
here the silence checked them, and they hummed no more those duets
they used to sing up at Borva. Of what were they thinking, then, as
they drove through the clear night along the lonely road? Lavender,
at least, was rejoicing at his great good fortune that he had secured
for ever to himself the true-hearted girl who now sat opposite him,
with the moonlight touching her face and hair; and he was laughing to
himself at the notion that he did not properly appreciate her or
understand her or perceive her real character. If not he, who then?
Had he not watched every turn of her disposition, every expression of
her wishes, every grace of her manner and look of her eyes? and was
he not overjoyed to find that the more he knew of her the more he
loved her? Marriage had increased rather than diminished the mystery
and wonder he had woven about her. He was more her lover now than he
had been before his marriage. Who could see in her eyes what he saw?
Elderly folks can look at a girl's eyes, and see that they are
brown or blue or green, as the case may be; but the lover looks at
them and sees in them the magic mirror of a hundred possible worlds.
How can he fathom the sea of dreams that lies there, or tell what
strange fancies and reminiscences may be involved in an absent look?
Is she thinking of starlit nights on some distant lake, or of the old
bygone days on the hills? All her former life is told there, and yet
but half told, and he longs to become possessed of all the beautiful
past that she has seen. Here is a constant mystery to him, and there
is a singular and wistful attraction for him in those still deeps
where the thoughts and dreams of an innocent soul lie but half
revealed. He does not see those things in the eyes of women he is not
in love with; but when in after years he is carelessly regarding this
or the other woman, some chance look, some brief and sudden turn of
expression, will recall to him, as with a stroke of lightning, all
the old wonder-time, and his heart will go nigh to breaking to think
that he has grown old, that he has forgotten so much, and that the
fair, wild days of romance and longing are passed away for ever.
"Ingram thinks I don't understand you yet, Sheila,"
he said to her after they had got home and their friend had gone.
Sheila only laughed, and said, "I don't understand myself
sometimes."
"Eh? What?" he cried. "Do you mean to say that I
have married a conundrum? If I have, I don't mean to give you up,
any way; so you may go and get me a biscuit and a drop of the whisky
we brought from the North with us." |