THE LITTLE LAME PRINCE
CHAPTER I
Yes, he was the most beautiful Prince that ever was born.
Of course, being a prince, people said this; but it was true besides.
When he looked at the candle, his eyes had an expression of earnest
inquiry quite startling in a new born baby. His nose—there was not
much of it certainly, but what there was seemed an aquiline shape;
his complexion was a charming, healthy purple; he was round and fat,
straight-limbed and long—in fact, a splendid baby, and everybody was
exceedingly proud of him, especially his father and mother, the King and
Queen of Nomansland, who had waited for him during their happy reign of
ten years—now made happier than ever, to themselves and their subjects,
by the appearance of a son and heir.
The only person who was not quite happy was the King's brother, the
heir presumptive, who would have been king one day had the baby not been
born. But as his majesty was very kind to him, and even rather sorry for
him—insomuch that at the Queen's request he gave him a dukedom almost
as big as a county—the Crown-Prince, as he was called, tried to seem
pleased also; and let us hope he succeeded.
The Prince's christening was to be a grand affair. According to the
custom of the country, there were chosen for him four-and-twenty
god-fathers and godmothers, who each had to give him a name, and promise
to do their utmost for him. When he came of age, he himself had to
choose the name—and the godfather or god-mother—that he liked the
best, for the rest of his days.
Meantime all was rejoicing. Subscriptions were made among the rich to
give pleasure to the poor; dinners in town-halls for the workingmen;
tea-parties in the streets for their wives; and milk-and-bun feasts for
the children in the schoolrooms. For Nomansland, though I cannot point
it out in any map, or read of it in any history, was, I believe, much
like our own or many another country.
As for the palace—which was no different from other palaces—it was
clean "turned out of the windows," as people say, with the preparations
going on. The only quiet place in it was the room which, though the
Prince was six weeks old, his mother the Queen had never quitted. Nobody
said she was ill, however—it would have been so inconvenient; and as
she said nothing about it herself, but lay pale and placid, giving no
trouble to anybody, nobody thought much about her. All the world was
absorbed in admiring the baby.
The christening-day came at last, and it was as lovely as the Prince
himself. All the people in the palace were lovely too—or thought
themselves so—in the elegant new clothes which the Queen, who thought
of everybody, had taken care to give them, from the ladies-in-waiting
down to the poor little kitchen-maid, who looked at herself in her pink
cotton gown, and thought, doubtless, that there never was such a pretty
girl as she.
By six in the morning all the royal household had dressed itself in
its very best; and then the little Prince was dressed in his best—his
magnificent christening robe; which proceeding his Royal Highness did
not like at all, but kicked and screamed like any common baby. When he
had a little calmed down, they carried him to be looked at by the Queen
his mother, who, though her royal robes had been brought and laid upon
the bed, was, as everybody well knew, quite unable to rise and put them
on.
She admired her baby very much; kissed and blessed him, and lay looking
at him, as she did for hours sometimes, when he was placed beside her
fast asleep; then she gave him up with a gentle smile, and, saying she
hoped he would be very good, that it would be a very nice christening,
and all the guests would enjoy themselves, turned peacefully over on
her bed, saying nothing more to anybody. She was a very uncomplaining
person, the Queen—and her name was Dolorez.
Everything went on exactly as if she had been present. All, even the
king himself, had grown used to her absence; for she was not strong,
and for years had not joined in any gayeties. She always did her royal
duties, but as to pleasures, they could go on quite well without her, or
it seemed so. The company arrived: great and notable persons in this
and neighboring countries; also the four-and-twenty godfathers and
godmothers, who had been chosen with care, as the people who would be
most useful to his royal highness should he ever want friends, which did
not seem likely. What such want could possibly happen to the heir of the
powerful monarch of Nomansland?
They came, walking two and two, with their coronets on their
heads—being dukes and duchesses, princes and princesses, or the like;
they all kissed the child and pronounced the name each had given him.
Then the four-and-twenty names were shouted out with great energy by
six heralds, one after the other, and afterward written down, to be
preserved in the state records, in readiness for the next time they were
wanted, which would be either on his Royal Highness' coronation or his
funeral.
Soon the ceremony was over, and everybody satisfied; except, perhaps,
the little Prince himself, who moaned faintly under his christening
robes, which nearly smothered him.
In truth, though very few knew, the Prince in coming to the chapel had
met with a slight disaster. His nurse,—not his ordinary one, but the
state nurse-maid,—an elegant and fashionable young lady of rank, whose
duty it was to carry him to and from the chapel, had been so occupied
in arranging her train with one hand, while she held the baby with
the other, that she stumbled and let him fall, just at the foot of the
marble staircase.
To be sure, she contrived to pick him up again the next minute; and the
accident was so slight it seemed hardly worth speaking of. Consequently
nobody did speak of it. The baby had turned deadly pale, but did not
cry, so no person a step or two behind could discover anything wrong;
afterward, even if he had moaned, the silver trumpets were loud enough
to drown his voice. It would have been a pity to let anything trouble
such a day of felicity.
So, after a minute's pause, the procession had moved on. Such a
procession t Heralds in blue and silver; pages in crimson and gold; and
a troop of little girls in dazzling white, carrying baskets of flowers,
which they strewed all the way before the nurse and child—finally the
four-and-twenty godfathers and godmothers, as proud as possible, and so
splendid to look at that they would have quite extinguished their small
godson—merely a heap of lace and muslin with a baby face inside—had it
not been for a canopy of white satin and ostrich feathers which was held
over him wherever he was carried.
Thus, with the sun shining on them through the painted windows, they
stood; the king and his train on one side, the Prince and his attendants
on the other, as pretty a sight as ever was seen out of fairyland.
"It's just like fairyland," whispered the eldest little girl to the next
eldest, as she shook the last rose out of her basket; "and I think the
only thing the Prince wants now is a fairy god-mother."
"Does he?" said a shrill but soft and not unpleasant voice behind; and
there was seen among the group of children somebody,—not a child, yet
no bigger than a child,—somebody whom nobody had seen before, and who
certainly had not been invited, for she had no christening clothes on.
She was a little old woman dressed all in gray: gray gown; gray
hooded cloak, of a material excessively fine, and a tint that seemed
perpetually changing, like the gray of an evening sky. Her hair was
gray, and her eyes also—even her complexion had a soft gray shadow over
it. But there was nothing unpleasantly old about her, and her smile was
as sweet and childlike as the Prince's own, which stole over his pale
little face the instant she came near enough to touch him.
"Take care! Don't let the baby fall again."
The grand young lady nurse started, flushing angrily.
"Who spoke to me? How did anybody know?—I mean, what business has
anybody——" Then frightened, but still speaking in a much sharper tone
than I hope young ladies of rank are in the habit of speaking—"Old
woman, you will be kind enough not to say 'the baby,' but 'the Prince.'
Keep away; his Royal Highness is just going to sleep."
"Nevertheless I must kiss him. I am his god-mother."
"You!" cried the elegant lady nurse.
"You!" repeated all the gentlemen and ladies-in-waiting.
"You!" echoed the heralds and pages—and they began to blow the silver
trumpets in order to stop all further conversation.
The Prince's procession formed itself for returning,—the King and his
train having already moved off toward the palace,—but on the top-most
step of the marble stairs stood, right in front of all, the little old
woman clothed in gray.
She stretched herself on tiptoe by the help of her stick, and gave the
little Prince three kisses.
"This is intolerable!" cried the young lady nurse, wiping the kisses
off rapidly with her lace handkerchief. "Such an insult to his Royal
Highness! Take yourself out of the way, old woman, or the King shall be
informed immediately."
"The King knows nothing of me, more's the pity," replied the old woman,
with an indifferent air, as if she thought the loss was more on his
Majesty's side than hers. "My friend in the palace is the King's wife."
"King's have not wives, but queens," said the lady nurse, with a
contemptuous air.
"You are right," replied the old woman. "Nevertheless I know her Majesty
well, and I love her and her child. And—since you dropped him on the
marble stairs (this she said in a mysterious whisper, which made the
young lady tremble in spite of her anger)—I choose to take him for my
own, and be his godmother, ready to help him whenever he wants me."
"You help him!" cried all the group breaking into shouts of laughter,
to which the little old woman paid not the slightest attention. Her soft
gray eyes were fixed on the Prince, who seemed to answer to the look,
smiling again and again in the causeless, aimless fashion that babies do
smile.
"His Majesty must hear of this," said a gentleman-in-waiting.
"His Majesty will hear quite enough news in a minute or two," said
the old woman sadly. And again stretching up to the little Prince, she
kissed him on the forehead solemnly.
"Be called by a new name which nobody has ever thought of. Be Prince
Dolor, in memory of your mother Dolorez."
"In memory of!" Everybody started at the ominous phrase, and also at a
most terrible breach of etiquette which the old woman had committed.
In Nomansland, neither the king nor the queen was supposed to have any
Christian name at all. They dropped it on their coronation day, and it
never was mentioned again till it was engraved on their coffins when
they died.
"Old woman, you are exceedingly ill-bred," cried the eldest
lady-in-waiting, much horrified. "How you could know the fact passes
my comprehension. But even if you did know it, how dared you presume to
hint that her most gracious Majesty is called Dolorez?"
"WAS called Dolorez," said the old woman, with a tender solemnity.
The first gentleman, called the Gold-stick-in-waiting, raised it to
strike her, and all the rest stretched out their hands to seize her; but
the gray mantle melted from between their fingers like air; and, before
anybody had time to do anything more, there came a heavy, muffled,
startling sound.
The great bell of the palace the bell which was only heard on the death
of some one of the royal family, and for as many times as he or she was
years old—began to toll. They listened, mute and horror-stricken. Some
one counted: one—two—three—four—up to nine-and-twenty—just the
Queen's age.
It was, indeed, the Queen. Her Majesty was dead! In the midst of the
festivities she had slipped away out of her new happiness and her old
sufferings, not few nor small. Sending away all her women to see the
grand sight,—at least they said afterward, in excuse, that she had done
so, and it was very like her to do it,—she had turned with her face
to the window, whence one could just see the tops of the distant
mountains—the Beautiful Mountains, as they were called—where she was
born. So gazing, she had quietly died.
When the little Prince was carried back to his mother's room, there was
no mother to kiss him. And, though he did not know it, there would be
for him no mother's kiss any more. As for his godmother,—the little old
woman in gray who called herself so,—whether she melted into air, like
her gown when they touched it, or whether she flew out of the chapel
window, or slipped through the doorway among the bewildered crowd,
nobody knew—nobody ever thought about her.
Only the nurse, the ordinary homely one, coming out of the Prince's
nursery in the middle of the night in search of a cordial to quiet his
continual moans, saw, sitting in the doorway, something which she would
have thought a mere shadow, had she not seen shining out of it two eyes,
gray and soft and sweet. She put her hand before her own, screaming
loudly. When she took them away the old woman was gone.
CHAPTER II
Everybody was very kind to the poor little prince. I think people
generally are kind to motherless children, whether princes or peasants.
He had a magnificent nursery and a regular suite of attendants, and was
treated with the greatest respect and state. Nobody was allowed to talk
to him in silly baby language, or dandle him, or, above all to kiss him,
though perhaps some people did it surreptitiously, for he was such a
sweet baby that it was difficult to help it.
It could not be said that the Prince missed his mother—children of his
age cannot do that; but somehow after she died everything seemed to go
wrong with him. From a beautiful baby he became sickly and pale, seeming
to have almost ceased growing, especially in his legs, which had been so
fat and strong.
But after the day of his christening they withered and shrank; he no
longer kicked them out either in passion or play, and when, as he got
to be nearly a year old, his nurse tried to make him stand upon them, he
only tumbled down.
This happened so many times that at last people began to talk about it.
A prince, and not able to stand on his own legs! What a dreadful thing!
What a misfortune for the country!
Rather a misfortune to him also, poor little boy! but nobody seemed to
think of that. And when, after a while, his health revived, and the old
bright look came back to his sweet little face, and his body grew larger
and stronger, though still his legs remained the same, people continued
to speak of him in whispers, and with grave shakes of the head.
Everybody knew, though nobody said it, that something, it was impossible
to guess what, was not quite right with the poor little Prince.
Of course, nobody hinted this to the King his father: it does not do
to tell great people anything unpleasant. And besides, his Majesty
took very little notice of his son, or of his other affairs, beyond the
necessary duties of his kingdom.
People had said he would not miss the Queen at all, she having been
so long an invalid, but he did. After her death he never was quite the
same. He established himself in her empty rooms, the only rooms in
the palace whence one could see the Beautiful Mountains, and was often
observed looking at them as if he thought she had flown away thither,
and that his longing could bring her back again. And by a curious
coincidence, which nobody dared inquire into, he desired that the Prince
might be called, not by any of the four-and-twenty grand names given him
by his godfathers and godmothers, but by the identical name mentioned by
the little old woman in gray—Dolor, after his mother Dolorez.
Once a week, according to established state custom, the Prince, dressed
in his very best, was brought to the King his father for half an hour,
but his Majesty was generally too ill and too melancholy to pay much
heed to the child.
Only once, when he and the Crown-Prince, who was exceedingly attentive
to his royal brother, were sitting together, with Prince Dolor playing
in a corner of the room, dragging himself about with his arms rather
than his legs, and sometimes trying feebly to crawl from one chair to
another, it seemed to strike the father that all was not right with his
son.
"How old is his Royal Highness?" said he suddenly to the nurse.
"Two years, three months, and five days, please your Majesty."
"It does not please me," said the King, with a sigh. "He ought to be far
more forward than he is now ought he not, brother? You, who have so many
children, must know. Is there not something wrong about him?"
"Oh, no," said the Crown-Prince, exchanging meaning looks with the
nurse, who did not understand at all, but stood frightened and trembling
with the tears in her eyes. "Nothing to make your Majesty at all uneasy.
No doubt his Royal Highness will outgrow it in time."
"Outgrow—what?"
"A slight delicacy—ahem!—in the spine; something inherited, perhaps,
from his dear mother."
"Ah, she was always delicate; but she was the sweetest woman that ever
lived. Come here, my little son."
And as the Prince turned round upon his father a small, sweet, grave
face,—so like his mother's,—his Majesty the King smiled and held out
his arms. But when the boy came to him, not running like a boy, but
wriggling awkwardly along the floor, the royal countenance clouded over.
"I ought to have been told of this. It is terrible—terrible! And for a
prince too. Send for all the doctors in my kingdom immediately."
They came, and each gave a different opinion and ordered a different
mode of treatment. The only thing they agreed in was what had been
pretty well known before, that the Prince must have been hurt when he
was an infant—let fall, perhaps, so as to injure his spine and lower
limbs. Did nobody remember?
No, nobody. Indignantly, all the nurses denied that any such accident
had happened, was possible to have happened, until the faithful
country nurse recollected that it really had happened on the day of the
christening. For which unluckily good memory all the others scolded her
so severely that she had no peace of her life, and soon after, by the
influence of the young lady nurse who had carried the baby that fatal
day, and who was a sort of connection of the Crown-Prince—being his
wife's second cousin once removed—the poor woman was pensioned off and
sent to the Beautiful Mountains from whence she came, with orders to
remain there for the rest of her days.
But of all this the King knew nothing, for, indeed, after the first
shock of finding out that his son could not walk, and seemed never
likely to he interfered very little concerning him. The whole thing was
too painful, and his Majesty never liked painful things. Sometimes he
inquired after Prince Dolor, and they told him his Royal Highness was
going on as well as could be expected, which really was the case. For,
after worrying the poor child and perplexing themselves with one remedy
after another, the Crown-Prince, not wishing to offend any of the
differing doctors, had proposed leaving him to Nature; and Nature, the
safest doctor of all, had come to his help and done her best.
He could not walk, it is true; his limbs were mere useless appendages to
his body; but the body itself was strong and sound. And his face was the
same as ever—just his mother's face, one of the sweetest in the world.
Even the King, indifferent as he was, sometimes looked at the little
fellow with sad tenderness, noticing how cleverly he learned to crawl
and swing himself about by his arms, so that in his own awkward way he
was as active in motion as most children of his age.
"Poor little man! he does his best, and he is not unhappy—not half
so unhappy as I, brother," addressing the Crown-Prince, who was more
constant than ever in his attendance upon the sick monarch. "If anything
should befall me, I have appointed you Regent. In case of my death, you
will take care of my poor little boy?"
"Certainly, certainly; but do not let us imagine any such misfortune.
I assure your Majesty—everybody will assure you—that it is not in the
least likely."
He knew, however, and everybody knew, that it was likely, and soon after
it actually did happen. The King died as suddenly and quietly as the
Queen had done—indeed, in her very room and bed; and Prince Dolor was
left without either father or mother—as sad a thing as could happen,
even to a prince.
He was more than that now, though. He was a king. In Nomansland, as in
other countries, the people were struck with grief one day and revived
the next. "The king is dead—long live the king!" was the cry that rang
through the nation, and almost before his late Majesty had been laid
beside the Queen in their splendid mausoleum, crowds came thronging from
all parts to the royal palace, eager to see the new monarch.
They did see him,—the Prince Regent took care they should,—sitting on
the floor of the council chamber, sucking his thumb! And when one of
the gentlemen-in-waiting lifted him up and carried him—fancy carrying a
king!—to the chair of state, and put the crown on his head, he shook it
off again, it was so heavy and uncomfortable. Sliding down to the foot
of the throne he began playing with the golden lions that supported it,
stroking their paws and putting his tiny fingers into their eyes, and
laughing—laughing as if he had at last found something to amuse him.
"There's a fine king for you!" said the first lord-in-waiting, a friend
of the Prince Regent's (the Crown-Prince that used to be, who, in the
deepest mourning, stood silently beside the throne of his young nephew.
He was a handsome man, very grand and clever-looking). "What a king! who
can never stand to receive his subjects, never walk in processions, who
to the last day of his life will have to be carried about like a baby.
Very unfortunate!"
"Exceedingly unfortunate," repeated the second lord. "It is always bad
for a nation when its king is a child; but such a child—a permanent
cripple, if not worse."
"Let us hope not worse," said the first lord in a very hopeless tone,
and looking toward the Regent, who stood erect and pretended to hear
nothing. "I have heard that these sort of children with very large
heads, and great broad fore-heads and staring eyes, are—well, well, let
us hope for the best and be prepared for the worst. In the meantime——"
"I swear," said the Crown-Prince, coming forward and kissing the hilt of
his sword—"I swear to perform my duties as Regent, to take all care of
his Royal Highness—his Majesty, I mean," with a grand bow to the little
child, who laughed innocently back again. "And I will do my humble
best to govern the country. Still, if the country has the slightest
objection——"
But the Crown-Prince being generalissimo, having the whole army at his
beck and call, so that he could have begun a civil war in no time, the
country had, of course, not the slightest objection.
So the King and Queen slept together in peace, and Prince Dolor reigned
over the land—that is, his uncle did; and everybody said what a
fortunate thing it was for the poor little Prince to have such a clever
uncle to take care of him.
All things went on as usual; indeed, after the Regent had brought his
wife and her seven sons, and established them in the palace, rather
better than usual. For they gave such splendid entertainments and made
the capital so lively that trade revived, and the country was said to be
more flourishing than it had been for a century. Whenever the Regent
and his sons appeared, they were received with shouts: "Long live the
Crown-Prince!" "Long live the royal family!" And, in truth, they were
very fine children, the whole seven of them, and made a great show
when they rode out together on seven beautiful horses, one height above
another, down to the youngest, on his tiny black pony, no bigger than a
large dog.
As for the other child, his Royal Highness Prince Dolor,—for somehow
people soon ceased to call him his Majesty, which seemed such a
ridiculous title for a poor little fellow, a helpless cripple,—with
only head and trunk, and no legs to speak of,—he was seen very seldom
by anybody.
Sometimes people daring enough to peer over the high wall of the palace
garden noticed there, carried in a footman's arms, or drawn in a chair,
or left to play on the grass, often with nobody to mind him, a pretty
little boy, with a bright, intelligent face and large, melancholy
eyes—no, not exactly melancholy, for they were his mother's, and she
was by no means sad-minded, but thoughtful and dreamy. They rather
perplexed people, those childish eyes; they were so exceedingly innocent
and yet so penetrating. If anybody did a wrong thing—told a lie, for
instance they would turn round with such a grave, silent surprise the
child never talked much—that every naughty person in the palace was
rather afraid of Prince Dolor.
He could not help it, and perhaps he did not even know it, being no
better a child than many other children, but there was something
about him which made bad people sorry, and grumbling people ashamed of
themselves, and ill-natured people gentle and kind.
I suppose because they were touched to see a poor little fellow who
did not in the least know what had befallen him or what lay before him,
living his baby life as happy as the day is long. Thus, whether or not
he was good himself, the sight of him and his affliction made other
people good, and, above all, made everybody love him—so much so, that
his uncle the Regent began to feel a little uncomfortable.
Now, I have nothing to say against uncles in general. They are usually
very excellent people, and very convenient to little boys and girls.
Even the "cruel uncle" of the "Babes in the Wood" I believe to be quite
an exceptional character. And this "cruel uncle" of whom I am telling
was, I hope, an exception, too.
He did not mean to be cruel. If anybody had called him so, he would
have resented it extremely: he would have said that what he did was done
entirely for the good of the country. But he was a man who had always
been accustomed to consider himself first and foremost, believing that
whatever he wanted was sure to be right, and therefore he ought to have
it. So he tried to get it, and got it too, as people like him very often
do. Whether they enjoy it when they have it is another question.
Therefore he went one day to the council chamber, determined on making
a speech, and informing the ministers and the country at large that the
young King was in failing health, and that it would be advisable to send
him for a time to the Beautiful Mountains. Whether he really meant to
do this, or whether it occurred to him afterward that there would be an
easier way of attaining his great desire, the crown of Nomansland, is a
point which I cannot decide.
But soon after, when he had obtained an order in council to send the
King away, which was done in great state, with a guard of honor composed
of two whole regiments of soldiers,—the nation learned, without much
surprise, that the poor little Prince—nobody ever called him king
now—had gone a much longer journey than to the Beautiful Mountains.
He had fallen ill on the road and died within a few hours; at least so
declared the physician in attendance and the nurse who had been sent
to take care of him. They brought his coffin back in great state, and
buried it in the mausoleum with his parents.
So Prince Dolor was seen no more. The country went into deep mourning
for him, and then forgot him, and his uncle reigned in his stead. That
illustrious personage accepted his crown with great decorum, and wore it
with great dignity to the last. But whether he enjoyed it or not there
is no evidence to show.
CHAPTER III
And what of the little lame Prince, whom everybody seemed so easily to
have forgotten?
Not everybody. There were a few kind souls, mothers of families, who had
heard his sad story, and some servants about the palace, who had been
familiar with his sweet ways—these many a time sighed and said, "Poor
Prince Dolor!" Or, looking at the Beautiful Mountains, which were
visible all over Nomansland, though few people ever visited them, "Well,
perhaps his Royal Highness is better where he is than even there."
They did not know—indeed, hardly anybody did know—that beyond the
mountains, between them and the sea, lay a tract of country, barren,
level, bare, except for short, stunted grass, and here and there a patch
of tiny flowers. Not a bush—not a tree not a resting place for bird or
beast was in that dreary plain. In summer the sunshine fell upon it hour
after hour with a blinding glare; in winter the winds and rains swept
over it unhindered, and the snow came down steadily, noiselessly,
covering it from end to end in one great white sheet, which lay for days
and weeks unmarked by a single footprint.
Not a pleasant place to live in—and nobody did live there, apparently.
The only sign that human creatures had ever been near the spot was one
large round tower which rose up in the center of the plain, and might
be seen all over it—if there had been anybody to see, which there never
was. Rose right up out of the ground, as if it had grown of itself, like
a mushroom. But it was not at all mushroom-like; on the contrary, it was
very solidly built. In form it resembled the Irish round towers, which
have puzzled people for so long, nobody being able to find out when,
or by whom, or for what purpose they were made; seemingly for no use
at all, like this tower. It was circular, of very firm brickwork, with
neither doors nor windows, until near the top, when you could perceive
some slits in the wall through which one might possibly creep in or look
out. Its height was nearly a hundred feet, and it had a battlemented
parapet showing sharp against the sky.
As the plain was quite desolate—almost like a desert, only without
sand, and led to nowhere except the still more desolate seacoast—nobody
ever crossed it. Whatever mystery there was about the tower, it and the
sky and the plain kept their secret to themselves.
It was a very great secret indeed,—a state secret,—which none but so
clever a man as the present King of Nomansland would ever have thought
of. How he carried it out, undiscovered, I cannot tell. People said,
long afterward, that it was by means of a gang of condemned criminals,
who were set to work, and executed immediately after they had done, so
that nobody knew anything, or in the least suspected the real fact.
And what was the fact? Why, that this tower, which seemed a mere mass
of masonry, utterly forsaken and uninhabited, was not so at all. Within
twenty feet of the top some ingenious architect had planned a perfect
little house, divided into four rooms—as by drawing a cross within a
circle you will see might easily be done. By making skylights, and a
few slits in the walls for windows, and raising a peaked roof which was
hidden by the parapet, here was a dwelling complete, eighty feet from
the ground, and as inaccessible as a rook's nest on the top of a tree.
A charming place to live in! if you once got up there,—and never wanted
to come down again.
Inside—though nobody could have looked inside except a bird, and hardly
even a bird flew past that lonely tower—inside it was furnished with
all the comfort and elegance imaginable; with lots of books and toys,
and everything that the heart of a child could desire. For its only
inhabitant, except a nurse of course, was a poor solitary child.
One winter night, when all the plain was white with moonlight, there was
seen crossing it a great tall black horse, ridden by a man also big and
equally black, carrying before him on the saddle a woman and a child.
The woman—she had a sad, fierce look, and no wonder, for she was a
criminal under sentence of death, but her sentence had been changed to
almost as severe a punishment. She was to inhabit the lonely tower
with the child, and was allowed to live as long as the child lived—no
longer. This in order that she might take the utmost care of him; for
those who put him there were equally afraid of his dying and of his
living.
Yet he was only a little gentle boy, with a sweet, sleepy smile—he had
been very tired with his long journey—and clinging arms, which held
tight to the man's neck, for he was rather frightened, and the face,
black as it was, looked kindly at him. And he was very helpless, with
his poor, small shriveled legs, which could neither stand nor run
away—for the little forlorn boy was Prince Dolor.
He had not been dead at all—or buried either. His grand funeral had
been a mere pretense: a wax figure having been put in his place, while
he himself was spirited away under charge of these two, the condemned
woman and the black man. The latter was deaf and dumb, so could neither
tell nor repeat anything.
When they reached the foot of the tower, there was light enough to see
a huge chain dangling from the parapet, but dangling only halfway. The
deaf-mute took from his saddle-wallet a sort of ladder, arranged in
pieces like a puzzle, fitted it together, and lifted it up to meet the
chain. Then he mounted to the top of the tower, and slung from it a sort
of chair, in which the woman and the child placed themselves and were
drawn up, never to come down again as long as they lived. Leaving them
there, the man descended the ladder, took it to pieces again and packed
it in his pack, mounted the horse and disappeared across the plain.
Every month they used to watch for him, appearing like a speck in the
distance. He fastened his horse to the foot of the tower, and climbed
it, as before, laden with provisions and many other things. He always
saw the Prince, so as to make sure that the child was alive and well,
and then went away until the following month.
While his first childhood lasted Prince Dolor was happy enough. He
had every luxury that even a prince could need, and the one thing
wanting,—love,—never having known, he did not miss. His nurse was very
kind to him though she was a wicked woman. But either she had not been
quite so wicked as people said, or she grew better through being shut up
continually with a little innocent child who was dependent upon her for
every comfort and pleasure of his life.
It was not an unhappy life. There was nobody to tease or ill-use him,
and he was never ill. He played about from room to room—there were four
rooms, parlor, kitchen, his nurse's bedroom, and his own; learned to
crawl like a fly, and to jump like a frog, and to run about on all-fours
almost as fast as a puppy. In fact, he was very much like a puppy or
a kitten, as thoughtless and as merry—scarcely ever cross, though
sometimes a little weary.
As he grew older, he occasionally liked to be quiet for a while, and
then he would sit at the slits of windows—which were, however, much
bigger than they looked from the bottom of the tower—and watch the
sky above and the ground below, with the storms sweeping over and the
sunshine coming and going, and the shadows of the clouds running races
across the blank plain.
By and by he began to learn lessons—not that his nurse had been ordered
to teach him, but she did it partly to amuse herself. She was not a
stupid woman, and Prince Dolor was by no means a stupid boy; so they got
on very well, and his continual entreaty, "What can I do? what can you
find me to do?" was stopped, at least for an hour or two in the day.
It was a dull life, but he had never known any other; anyhow, he
remembered no other, and he did not pity himself at all. Not for a long
time, till he grew quite a big little boy, and could read quite easily.
Then he suddenly took to books, which the deaf-mute brought him from
time to time—books which, not being acquainted with the literature of
Nomansland, I cannot describe, but no doubt they were very interesting;
and they informed him of everything in the outside world, and filled him
with an intense longing to see it.
From this time a change came over the boy. He began to look sad and
thin, and to shut himself up for hours without speaking. For his nurse
hardly spoke, and whatever questions he asked beyond their ordinary
daily life she never answered. She had, indeed, been forbidden, on pain
of death, to tell him anything about himself, who he was, or what he
might have been.
He knew he was Prince Dolor, because she always addressed him as "My
Prince" and "Your Royal Highness," but what a prince was he had not
the least idea. He had no idea of anything in the world, except what he
found in his books.
He sat one day surrounded by them, having built them up round him like
a little castle wall. He had been reading them half the day, but feeling
all the while that to read about things which you never can see is like
hearing about a beautiful dinner while you are starving. For almost the
first time in his life he grew melancholy; his hands fell on his lap; he
sat gazing out of the window-slit upon the view outside—the view he
had looked at every day of his life, and might look at for endless days
more.
Not a very cheerful view,—just the plain and the sky,—but he liked it.
He used to think, if he could only fly out of that window, up to the sky
or down to the plain, how nice it would be! Perhaps when he died—his
nurse had told him once in anger that he would never leave the tower
till he died—he might be able to do this. Not that he understood much
what dying meant, but it must be a change, and any change seemed to him
a blessing.
"And I wish I had somebody to tell me all about it—about that and many
other things; somebody that would be fond of me, like my poor white
kitten."
Here the tears came into his eyes, for the boy's one friend, the
one interest of his life, had been a little white kitten, which the
deaf-mute, kindly smiling, once took out of his pocket and gave him—the
only living creature Prince Dolor had ever seen.
For four weeks it was his constant plaything and companion, till one
moonlight night it took a fancy for wandering, climbed on to the parapet
of the tower, dropped over and disappeared. It was not killed, he
hoped, for cats have nine lives; indeed, he almost fancied he saw it
pick itself up and scamper away; but he never caught sight of it more.
"Yes, I wish I had something better than a kitten—a person, a real
live person, who would be fond of me and kind to me. Oh, I want
somebody—dreadfully, dreadfully!"
As he spoke, there sounded behind him a slight tap-tap-tap, as of a
stick or a cane, and twisting himself round, he saw—what do you think
he saw?
Nothing either frightening or ugly, but still exceedingly curious. A
little woman, no bigger than he might himself have been had his legs
grown like those of other children; but she was not a child—she was an
old woman. Her hair was gray, and her dress was gray, and there was a
gray shadow over her wherever she moved. But she had the sweetest smile,
the prettiest hands, and when she spoke it was in the softest voice
imaginable.
"My dear little boy,"—and dropping her cane, the only bright and rich
thing about her, she laid those two tiny hands on his shoulders,—"my
own little boy, I could not come to you until you had said you wanted
me; but now you do want me, here I am."
"And you are very welcome, madam," replied the Prince, trying to speak
politely, as princes always did in books; "and I am exceedingly obliged
to you. May I ask who you are? Perhaps my mother?" For he knew that
little boys usually had a mother, and had occasionally wondered what had
become of his own.
"No," said the visitor, with a tender, half-sad smile, putting back the
hair from his forehead, and looking right into his eyes—"no, I am not
your mother, though she was a dear friend of mine; and you are as like
her as ever you can be."
"Will you tell her to come and see me, then?"
"She cannot; but I dare say she knows all about you. And she loves you
very much—and so do I; and I want to help you all I can, my poor little
boy."
"Why do you call me poor?" asked Prince Dolor, in surprise.
The little old woman glanced down on his legs and feet, which he did not
know were different from those of other children, and then at his sweet,
bright face, which, though he knew not that either, was exceedingly
different from many children's faces, which are often so fretful, cross,
sullen. Looking at him, instead of sighing, she smiled. "I beg your
pardon, my Prince," said she.
"Yes, I am a prince, and my name is Dolor; will you tell me yours,
madam?"
The little old woman laughed like a chime of silver bells.
"I have not got a name—or, rather, I have so many names that I don't
know which to choose. However, it was I who gave you yours, and you will
belong to me all your days. I am your godmother."
"Hurrah!" cried the little Prince; "I am glad I belong to you, for I
like you very much. Will you come and play with me?"
So they sat down together and played. By and by they began to talk.
"Are you very dull here?" asked the little old woman.
"Not particularly, thank you, godmother. I have plenty to eat and drink,
and my lessons to do, and my books to read—lots of books."
"And you want nothing?"
"Nothing. Yes—perhaps——If you please, godmother, could you bring me
just one more thing?"
"What sort of thing!"
"A little boy to play with."
The old woman looked very sad. "Just the thing, alas I which I cannot
give you. My child, I cannot alter your lot in any way, but I can help
you to bear it."
"Thank you. But why do you talk of bearing it? I have nothing to bear."
"My poor little man!" said the old woman in the very tenderest tone of
her tender voice. "Kiss me!"
"What is kissing?" asked the wondering child.
His godmother took him in her arms and embraced him many times. By and
by he kissed her back again—at first awkwardly and shyly, then with all
the strength of his warm little heart.
"You are better to cuddle than even my white kitten, I think. Promise me
that you will never go away."
"I must; but I will leave a present behind me,—something as good as
myself to amuse you,—something that will take you wherever you want to
go, and show you all that you wish to see."
"What is it?"
"A traveling-cloak."
The Prince's countenance fell. "I don't want a cloak, for I never go
out. Sometimes nurse hoists me on to the roof, and carries me round by
the parapet; but that is all. I can't walk, you know, as she does."
"The more reason why you should ride; and besides, this
traveling-cloak——"
"Hush!—she's coming."
There sounded outside the room door a heavy step and a grumpy voice, and
a rattle of plates and dishes.
"It's my nurse, and she is bringing my dinner; but I don't want dinner
at all—I only want you. Will her coming drive you away, godmother?"
"Perhaps; but only for a little while. Never mind; all the bolts and
bars in the world couldn't keep me out. I'd fly in at the window, or
down through the chimney. Only wish for me, and I come."
"Thank you," said Prince Dolor, but almost in a whisper, for he was
very uneasy at what might happen next. His nurse and his godmother—what
would they say to one another? how would they look at one another?—two
such different faces: one harsh-lined, sullen, cross, and sad; the other
sweet and bright and calm as a summer evening before the dark begins.
When the door was flung open, Prince Dolor shut his eyes, trembling all
over; opening them again, he saw he need fear nothing—his lovely old
godmother had melted away just like the rainbow out of the sky, as he
had watched it many a time. Nobody but his nurse was in the room.
"What a muddle your Royal Highness is sitting in," said she sharply.
"Such a heap of untidy books; and what's this rubbish?" knocking a
little bundle that lay beside them.
"Oh, nothing, nothing—give it me!" cried the Prince, and, darting after
it, he hid it under his pinafore, and then pushed it quickly into his
pocket. Rubbish as it was, it was left in the place where she sat, and
might be something belonging to her—his dear, kind godmother, whom
already he loved with all his lonely, tender, passionate heart.
It was, though he did not know this, his wonderful traveling-cloak.
CHAPTER IV
And what of the traveling-cloak? What sort of cloak was it, and what A
good did it do the Prince?
Stay, and I'll tell you all about it. Outside it was the
commonest-looking bundle imaginable—shabby and small; and the instant
Prince Dolor touched it, it grew smaller still, dwindling down till he
could put it in his trousers pocket, like a handkerchief rolled up into
a ball. He did this at once, for fear his nurse should see it, and kept
it there all day—all night, too. Till after his next morning's lessons
he had no opportunity of examining his treasure.
When he did, it seemed no treasure at all; but a mere piece of
cloth—circular in form, dark green in color—that is, if it had any
color at all, being so worn and shabby, though not dirty. It had a split
cut to the center, forming a round hole for the neck—and that was all
its shape; the shape, in fact, of those cloaks which in South America
are called ponchos—very simple, but most graceful and convenient.
Prince Dolor had never seen anything like it. In spite of his
disappointment, he examined it curiously; spread it out on the door,
then arranged it on his shoulders. It felt very warm and comfortable;
but it was so exceedingly shabby—the only shabby thing that the Prince
had ever seen in his life.
"And what use will it be to me?" said he sadly. "I have no need of
outdoor clothes, as I never go out. Why was this given me, I wonder? and
what in the world am I to do with it? She must be a rather funny person,
this dear godmother of mine."
Nevertheless, because she was his godmother, and had given him the
cloak, he folded it carefully and put it away, poor and shabby as it
was, hiding it in a safe corner of his top cupboard, which his nurse
never meddled with. He did not want her to find it, or to laugh at it or
at his godmother—as he felt sure she would, if she knew all.
There it lay, and by and by he forgot all about it; nay, I am sorry to
say that, being but a child, and not seeing her again, he almost forgot
his sweet old godmother, or thought of her only as he did of the angels
or fairies that he read of in his books, and of her visit as if it had
been a mere dream of the night.
There were times, certainly, when he recalled her: of early mornings,
like that morning when she appeared beside him, and late evenings, when
the gray twilight reminded him of the color of her hair and her pretty
soft garments; above all, when, waking in the middle of the night, with
the stars peering in at his window, or the moonlight shining across his
little bed, he would not have been surprised to see her standing beside
it, looking at him with those beautiful tender eyes, which seemed to
have a pleasantness and comfort in them different from anything he had
ever known.
But she never came, and gradually she slipped out of his memory—only
a boy's memory, after all; until something happened which made him
remember her, and want her as he had never wanted anything before.
Prince Dolor fell ill. He caught—his nurse could not tell how—a
complaint common to the people of Nomansland, called the doldrums, as
unpleasant as measles or any other of our complaints; and it made him
restless, cross, and disagreeable. Even when a little better, he was too
weak to enjoy anything, but lay all day long on his sofa, fidgeting his
nurse extremely—while, in her intense terror lest he might die, she
fidgeted him still more. At last, seeing he really was getting well, she
left him to himself—which he was most glad of, in spite of his dullness
and dreariness. There he lay, alone, quite alone.
Now and then an irritable fit came over him, in which he longed to get
up and do something, or to go somewhere—would have liked to imitate his
white kitten—jump down from the tower and run away, taking the chance
of whatever might happen.
Only one thing, alas! was likely to happen; for the kitten, he
remembered, had four active legs, while he——
"I wonder what my godmother meant when she looked at my legs and sighed
so bitterly? I wonder why I can't walk straight and steady like my nurse
only I wouldn't like to have her great, noisy, clumping shoes. Still it
would be very nice to move about quickly—perhaps to fly, like a bird,
like that string of birds I saw the other day skimming across the sky,
one after the other."
These were the passage-birds—the only living creatures that ever
crossed the lonely plain; and he had been much interested in them,
wonder-ing whence they came and whither they were going.
"How nice it must be to be a bird! If legs are no good, why cannot one
have wings? People have wings when they die—perhaps; I wish I were
dead, that I do. I am so tired, so tired; and nobody cares for me.
Nobody ever did care for me, except perhaps my godmother. Godmother,
dear, have you quite forsaken me?"
He stretched himself wearily, gathered himself up, and dropped his head
upon his hands; as he did so, he felt somebody kiss him at the back
of his neck, and, turning, found that he was resting, not on the sofa
pillows, but on a warm shoulder—that of the little old woman clothed in
gray.
How glad he was to see her! How he looked into her kind eyes and felt
her hands, to see if she were all real and alive! then put both his arms
round her neck, and kissed her as if he would never have done kissing.
"Stop, stop!" cried she, pretending to be smothered. "I see you have
not forgotten my teachings. Kissing is a good thing—in moderation. Only
just let me have breath to speak one word."
"A dozen!" he said.
"Well, then, tell me all that has happened to you since I saw you—or,
rather, since you saw me, which is quite a different thing."
"Nothing has happened—nothing ever does happen to me," answered the
Prince dolefully.
"And are you very dull, my boy?"
"So dull that I was just thinking whether I could not jump down to the
bottom of the tower, like my white kitten."
"Don't do that, not being a white kitten."
"I wish I were—I wish I were anything but what I am."
"And you can't make yourself any different, nor can I do it either. You
must be content to stay just what you are."
The little old woman said this—very firmly, but gently, too—with her
arms round his neck and her lips on his forehead. It was the first
time the boy had ever heard any one talk like this, and he looked up in
surprise—but not in pain, for her sweet manner softened the hardness of
her words.
"Now, my Prince,—for you are a prince, and must behave as such,—let us
see what we can do; how much I can do for you, or show you how to do for
yourself. Where is your traveling-cloak?"
Prince Dolor blushed extremely. "I—I put it away in the cupboard; I
suppose it is there still."
"You have never used it; you dislike it?"
He hesitated, no; wishing to be impolite. "Don't you think it's—just a
little old and shabby for a prince?"
The old woman laughed—long and loud, though very sweetly.
"Prince, indeed! Why, if all the princes in the world craved for it,
they couldn't get it, unless I gave it them. Old and shabby! It's the
most valuable thing imaginable! Very few ever have it; but I thought
I would give it to you, because—because you are different from other
people."
"Am I?" said the Prince, and looked first with curiosity, then with a
sort of anxiety, into his godmother's face, which was sad and grave,
with slow tears beginning to steal down.
She touched his poor little legs. "These are not like those of other
little boys."
"Indeed!—my nurse never told me that."
"Very likely not. But it is time you were told; and I tell you, because
I love you."
"Tell me what, dear godmother?"
"That you will never be able to walk or run or jump or play—that your
life will be quite different from most people's lives; but it may be a
very happy life for all that. Do not be afraid."
"I am not afraid," said the boy; but he turned very pale, and his lips
began to quiver, though he did not actually cry—he was too old for
that, and, perhaps, too proud.
Though not wholly comprehending, he began dimly to guess what his
godmother meant. He had never seen any real live boys, but he had seen
pictures of them running and jumping; which he had admired and tried
hard to imitate but always failed. Now he began to understand why he
failed, and that he always should fail—that, in fact, he was not like
other little boys; and it was of no use his wishing to do as they did,
and play as they played, even if he had had them to play with. His was a
separate life, in which he must find out new work and new pleasures for
himself.
The sense of THE INEVITABLE, as grown-up people call it—that we cannot
have things as we want them to be, but as they are, and that we must
learn to bear them and make the best of them—this lesson, which
everybody has to learn soon or late—came, alas! sadly soon, to the poor
boy. He fought against it for a while, and then, quite overcome, turned
and sobbed bitterly in his godmother's arms.
She comforted him—I do not know how, except that love always comforts;
and then she whispered to him, in her sweet, strong, cheerful voice:
"Never mind!"
"No, I don't think I do mind—that is, I WON'T mind," replied he,
catching the courage of her tone and speaking like a man, though he was
still such a mere boy.
"That is right, my Prince!—that is being like a prince. Now we know
exactly where we are; let us put our shoulders to the wheel and——"
"We are in Hopeless Tower" (this was its name, if it had a name), "and
there is no wheel to put our shoulders to," said the child sadly.
"You little matter-of-fact goose! Well for you that you have a godmother
called——"
"What?" he eagerly asked.
"Stuff-and-nonsense."
"Stuff-and-nonsense! What a funny name!"
"Some people give it me, but they are not my most intimate friends.
These call me—never mind what," added the old woman, with a soft
twinkle in her eyes. "So as you know me, and know me well, you may give
me any name you please; it doesn't matter. But I am your godmother,
child. I have few godchildren; those I have love me dearly, and find me
the greatest blessing in all the world."
"I can well believe it," cried the little lame Prince, and forgot
his troubles in looking at her—as her figure dilated, her eyes grew
lustrous as stars, her very raiment brightened, and the whole room
seemed filled with her beautiful and beneficent presence like light.
He could have looked at her forever—half in love, half in awe; but she
suddenly dwindled down into the little old woman all in gray, and, with
a malicious twinkle in her eyes, asked for the traveling-cloak.
"Bring it out of the rubbish cupboard, and shake the dust off it,
quick!" said she to Prince Dolor, who hung his head, rather ashamed.
"Spread it out on the floor, and wait till the split closes and
the edges turn up like a rim all round. Then go and open the
skylight,—mind, I say OPEN THE SKYLIGHT,—set yourself down in the
middle of it, like a frog on a water-lily leaf; say 'Abracadabra, dum
dum dum,' and—see what will happen!"
The Prince burst into a fit of laughing. It all seemed so exceedingly
silly; he wondered that a wise old woman like his godmother should talk
such nonsense.
"Stuff-and-nonsense, you mean," said she, answering, to his great alarm,
his unspoken thoughts. "Did I not tell you some people called me by that
name? Never mind; it doesn't harm me."
And she laughed—her merry laugh—as child-like as if she were the
Prince's age instead of her own, whatever that might be. She certainly
was a most extraordinary old woman.
"Believe me or not, it doesn't matter," said she. "Here is the cloak:
when you want to go traveling on it, say 'Abracadabra, dum, dum, dum';
when you want to come back again, say 'Abracadabra, tum tum ti.' That's
all; good-by."
A puff of most pleasant air passing by him, and making him feel for the
moment quite strong and well, was all the Prince was conscious of. His
most extraordinary godmother was gone.
"Really now, how rosy your Royal Highness' cheeks have grown! You seem
to have got well already," said the nurse, entering the room.
"I think I have," replied the Prince very gently—he felt gently and
kindly even to his grim nurse. "And now let me have my dinner, and go
you to your sewing as usual."
The instant she was gone, however, taking with her the plates and
dishes, which for the first time since his illness he had satisfactorily
cleared, Prince Dolor sprang down from his sofa, and with one or two
of his frog-like jumps reached the cupboard where he kept his toys, and
looked everywhere for his traveling-cloak.
Alas! it was not there.
While he was ill of the doldrums, his nurse, thinking it a good
opportunity for putting things to rights, had made a grand clearance of
all his "rubbish"—as she considered it: his beloved headless horses,
broken carts, sheep without feet, and birds without wings—all the
treasures of his baby days, which he could not bear to part with. Though
he seldom played with them now, he liked just to feel they were there.
They were all gone and with them the traveling-cloak. He sat down on the
floor, looking at the empty shelves, so beautifully clean and tidy, then
burst out sobbing as if his heart would break.
But quietly—always quietly. He never let his nurse hear him cry. She
only laughed at him, as he felt she would laugh now.
"And it is all my own fault!" he cried. "I ought to have taken better
care of my godmother's gift. Oh, godmother, forgive me! I'll never be so
careless again. I don't know what the cloak is exactly, but I am sure
it is something precious. Help me to find it again. Oh, don't let it be
stolen from me—don't, please!"
"Ha, ha, ha!" laughed a silvery voice. "Why, that traveling-cloak is
the one thing in the world which nobody can steal. It is of no use to
anybody except the owner. Open your eyes, my Prince, and see what you
shall see."
His dear old godmother, he thought, and turned eagerly round. But no;
he only beheld, lying in a corner of the room, all dust and cobwebs, his
precious traveling-cloak.
Prince Dolor darted toward it, tumbling several times on the way, as
he often did tumble, poor boy! and pick himself up again, never
complaining. Snatching it to his breast, he hugged and kissed it,
cobwebs and all, as if it had been something alive. Then he began
unrolling it, wondering each minute what would happen. What did happen
was so curious that I must leave it for another chapter.
CHAPTER V
If any reader, big or little, should wonder whether there is a meaning
in this story deeper than that of an ordinary fairy tale, I will own
that there is. But I have hidden it so carefully that the smaller
people, and many larger folk, will never find it out, and meantime the
book may be read straight on, like "Cinderella," or "Blue-Beard," or
"Hop-o'my-Thumb," for what interest it has, or what amusement it may
bring.
Having said this, I return to Prince Dolor, that little lame boy whom
many may think so exceedingly to be pitied. But if you had seen him as
he sat patiently untying his wonderful cloak, which was done up in
a very tight and perplexing parcel, using skillfully his deft little
hands, and knitting his brows with firm determination, while his eyes
glistened with pleasure and energy and eager anticipation—if you had
beheld him thus, you might have changed your opinion.
When we see people suffering or unfortunate, we feel very sorry for
them; but when we see them bravely bearing their sufferings and making
the best of their misfortunes, it is quite a different feeling. We
respect, we admire them. One can respect and admire even a little child.
When Prince Dolor had patiently untied all the knots, a remarkable thing
happened. The cloak began to undo itself. Slowly unfolding, it laid
itself down on the carpet, as flat as if it had been ironed; the split
joined with a little sharp crick-crack, and the rim turned up all round
till it was breast-high; for meantime the cloak had grown and grown, and
become quite large enough for one person to sit in it as comfortable as
if in a boat.
The Prince watched it rather anxiously; it was such an extraordinary,
not to say a frightening, thing. However, he was no coward, but a
thorough boy, who, if he had been like other boys, would doubtless have
grown up daring and adventurous—a soldier, a sailor, or the like. As
it was, he could only show his courage morally, not physically, by being
afraid of nothing, and by doing boldly all that it was in his narrow
powers to do. And I am not sure but that in this way he showed more real
valor than if he had had six pairs of proper legs.
He said to himself: "What a goose I am! As if my dear godmother would
ever have given me anything to hurt me. Here goes!"
So, with one of his active leaps, he sprang right into the middle of the
cloak, where he squatted down, wrapping his arms tight round his knees,
for they shook a little and his heart beat fast. But there he sat,
steady and silent, waiting for what might happen next.
Nothing did happen, and he began to think nothing would, and to feel
rather disappointed, when he recollected the words he had been told to
repeat—"Abracadabra, dum dum dum!"
He repeated them, laughing all the while, they seemed such nonsense. And
then—and then——
Now I don't expect anybody to believe what I am going to relate, though
a good many wise people have believed a good many sillier things. And as
seeing's believing, and I never saw it, I cannot be expected implicitly
to believe it myself, except in a sort of a way; and yet there is truth
in it—for some people.
The cloak rose, slowly and steadily, at first only a few inches, then
gradually higher and higher, till it nearly touched the skylight. Prince
Dolor's head actually bumped against the glass, or would have done so
had he not crouched down, crying "Oh, please don't hurt me!" in a most
melancholy voice.
Then he suddenly remembered his godmother's express command—"Open the
skylight!"
Regaining his courage at once, without a moment's delay he lifted up
his head and began searching for the bolt—the cloak meanwhile remaining
perfectly still, balanced in the air. But the minute the window was
opened, out it sailed—right out into the clear, fresh air, with nothing
between it and the cloudless blue.
Prince Dolor had never felt any such delicious sensation before. I can
understand it. Cannot you? Did you never think, in watching the rooks
going home singly or in pairs, soaring their way across the calm evening
sky till they vanish like black dots in the misty gray, how pleasant it
must feel to be up there, quite out of the noise and din of the world,
able to hear and see everything down below, yet troubled by nothing and
teased by no one—all alone, but perfectly content?
Something like this was the happiness of the little lame Prince when he
got out of Hopeless Tower, and found himself for the first time in the
pure open air, with the sky above him and the earth below.
True, there was nothing but earth and sky; no houses, no trees, no
rivers, mountains, seas—not a beast on the ground, or a bird in the
air. But to him even the level plain looked beautiful; and then there
was the glorious arch of the sky, with a little young moon sitting in
the west like a baby queen. And the evening breeze was so sweet and
fresh—it kissed him like his godmother's kisses; and by and by a few
stars came out—first two or three, and then quantities—quantities! so
that when he began to count them he was utterly bewildered.
By this time, however, the cool breeze had become cold; the mist
gathered; and as he had, as he said, no outdoor clothes, poor Prince
Dolor was not very comfortable. The dews fell damp on his curls—he
began to shiver.
"Perhaps I had better go home," thought he.
But how? For in his excitement the other words which his godmother
had told him to use had slipped his memory. They were only a little
different from the first, but in that slight difference all the
importance lay. As he repeated his "Abracadabra," trying ever so
many other syllables after it, the cloak only went faster and faster,
skimming on through the dusky, empty air.
The poor little Prince began to feel frightened. What if his wonderful
traveling-cloak should keep on thus traveling, perhaps to the world's
end, carrying with it a poor, tired, hungry boy, who, after all, was
beginning to think there was something very pleasant in supper and bed!
"Dear godmother," he cried pitifully, "do help me! Tell me just this
once and I'll never forget again."
Instantly the words came rushing into his head—"Abracadabra, tum
tum ti!" Was that it? Ah! yes—for the cloak began to turn slowly. He
repeated the charm again, more distinctly and firmly, when it gave a
gentle dip, like a nod of satisfaction, and immediately started back, as
fast as ever, in the direction of the tower.
He reached the skylight, which he found exactly as he had left it, and
slipped in, cloak and all, as easily as he had got out. He had
scarcely reached the floor, and was still sitting in the middle of his
traveling-cloak,—like a frog on a water-lily leaf, as his godmother had
expressed it,—when he heard his nurse's voice outside.
"Bless us! what has become of your Royal Highness all this time? To
sit stupidly here at the window till it is quite dark, and leave the
skylight open, too. Prince! what can you be thinking of? You are the
silliest boy I ever knew."
"Am I?" said he absently, and never heeding her crossness; for his only
anxiety was lest she might find out anything.
She would have been a very clever person to have done so. The instant
Prince Dolor got off it, the cloak folded itself up into the tiniest
possible parcel, tied all its own knots, and rolled itself of its own
accord into the farthest and darkest corner of the room. If the nurse
had seen it, which she didn't, she would have taken it for a mere bundle
of rubbish not worth noticing.
Shutting the skylight with an angry bang, she brought in the supper and
lit the candles with her usual unhappy expression of countenance. But
Prince Dolor hardly saw it; he only saw, hid in the corner where nobody
else would see it, his wonderful traveling-cloak. And though his supper
was not particularly nice, he ate it heartily, scarcely hearing a word
of his nurse's grumbling, which to-night seemed to have taken the place
of her sullen silence.
"Poor woman!" he thought, when he paused a minute to listen and look at
her with those quiet, happy eyes, so like his mother's. "Poor woman! she
hasn't got a traveling-cloak!"
And when he was left alone at last, and crept into his little bed, where
he lay awake a good while, watching what he called his "sky-garden," all
planted with stars, like flowers, his chief thought was—"I must be up
very early to-morrow morning, and get my lessons done, and then I'll go
traveling all over the world on my beautiful cloak."
So next day he opened his eyes with the sun, and went with a good heart
to his lessons. They had hitherto been the chief amusement of his dull
life; now, I am afraid, he found them also a little dull. But he tried
to be good,—I don't say Prince Dolor always was good, but he generally
tried to be,—and when his mind went wandering after the dark, dusty
corner where lay his precious treasure, he resolutely called it back
again.
"For," he said, "how ashamed my godmother would be of me if I grew up a
stupid boy!"
But the instant lessons were done, and he was alone in the empty room,
he crept across the floor, undid the shabby little bundle, his fingers
trembling with eagerness, climbed on the chair, and thence to the table,
so as to unbar the skylight,—he forgot nothing now,—said his magic
charm, and was away out of the window, as children say, "in a few
minutes less than no time."
Nobody missed him. He was accustomed to sit so quietly always that
his nurse, though only in the next room, perceived no difference. And
besides, she might have gone in and out a dozen times, and it would have
been just the same; she never could have found out his absence.
For what do you think the clever godmother did? She took a quantity of
moonshine, or some equally convenient material, and made an image, which
she set on the window-sill reading, or by the table drawing, where it
looked so like Prince Dolor that any common observer would never have
guessed the deception; and even the boy would have been puzzled to know
which was the image and which was himself.
And all this while the happy little fellow was away, floating in the air
on his magic cloak, and seeing all sorts of wonderful things—or they
seemed wonderful to him, who had hitherto seen nothing at all.
First, there were the flowers that grew on the plain, which, whenever
the cloak came near enough, he strained his eyes to look at; they were
very tiny, but very beautiful—white saxifrage, and yellow lotus, and
ground-thistles, purple and bright, with many others the names of which
I do not know. No more did Prince Dolor, though he tried to find them
out by recalling any pictures he had seen of them. But he was too far
off; and though it was pleasant enough to admire them as brilliant
patches of color, still he would have liked to examine them all. He was,
as a little girl I know once said of a playfellow, "a very examining
boy."
"I wonder," he thought, "whether I could see better through a pair of
glasses like those my nurse reads with, and takes such care of. How I
would take care of them, too, if I only had a pair!"
Immediately he felt something queer and hard fixing itself to the bridge
of his nose. It was a pair of the prettiest gold spectacles ever seen;
and looking downward, he found that, though ever so high above the
ground, he could see every minute blade of grass, every tiny bud and
flower—nay, even the insects that walked over them.
"Thank you, thank you!" he cried, in a gush of gratitude—to anybody or
everybody, but especially to his dear godmother, who he felt sure had
given him this new present. He amused himself with it for ever so long,
with his chin pressed on the rim of the cloak, gazing down upon the
grass, every square foot of which was a mine of wonders.
Then, just to rest his eyes, he turned them up to the sky—the blue,
bright, empty sky, which he had looked at so often and seen nothing.
Now surely there was something. A long, black, wavy line, moving on
in the distance, not by chance, as the clouds move apparently, but
deliberately, as if it were alive. He might have seen it before—he
almost thought he had; but then he could not tell what it was. Looking
at it through his spectacles, he discovered that it really was alive;
being a long string of birds, flying one after the other, their wings
moving steadily and their heads pointed in one direction, as steadily as
if each were a little ship, guided invisibly by an unerring helm.
"They must be the passage-birds flying seaward!" cried the boy, who had
read a little about them, and had a great talent for putting two and
two together and finding out all he could. "Oh, how I should like to see
them quite close, and to know where they come from and whither they are
going! How I wish I knew everything in all the world!"
A silly speech for even an "examining" little boy to make; because, as
we grow older, the more we know the more we find out there is to know.
And Prince Dolor blushed when he had said it, and hoped nobody had heard
him.
Apparently somebody had, however; for the cloak gave a sudden bound
forward, and presently he found himself high in the air, in the very
middle of that band of aerial travelers, who had mo magic cloak to
travel on—nothing except their wings. Yet there they were, making their
fearless way through the sky.
Prince Dolor looked at them as one after the other they glided past him;
and they looked at him—those pretty swallows, with their changing
necks and bright eyes—as if wondering to meet in mid-air such an
extraordinary sort of bird.
"Oh, I wish I were going with you, you lovely creatures! I'm getting so
tired of this dull plain, and the dreary and lonely tower. I do so want
to see the world! Pretty swallows, dear swallows! tell me what it looks
like—the beautiful, wonderful world!"
But the swallows flew past him—steadily, slowly pursuing their course
as if inside each little head had been a mariner's compass, to guide
them safe over land and sea, direct to the place where they wished to
go.
The boy looked after them with envy. For a long time he followed with
his eyes the faint, wavy black line as it floated away, sometimes
changing its curves a little, but never deviating from its settled
course, till it vanished entirely out of sight.
Then he settled himself down in the center of the cloak, feeling quite
sad and lonely.
"I think I'll go home," said he, and repeated his "Abracadabra, tum tum
ti!" with a rather heavy heart. The more he had, the more he wanted;
and it is not always one can have everything one wants—at least, at the
exact minute one craves for it; not even though one is a prince, and has
a powerful and beneficent godmother.
He did not like to vex her by calling for her and telling her how
unhappy he was, in spite of all her goodness; so he just kept his
trouble to himself, went back to his lonely tower, and spent three days
in silent melancholy, without even attempting another journey on his
traveling-cloak.
CHAPTER VI
The fourth day it happened that the deaf-mute paid his accustomed visit,
after which Prince Dolor's spirits rose. They always did when he got the
new books which, just to relieve his conscience, the King of Nomansland
regularly sent to his nephew; with many new toys also, though the latter
were disregarded now.
"Toys, indeed! when I'm a big boy," said the Prince, with disdain,
and would scarcely condescend to mount a rocking-horse which had
come, somehow or other,—I can't be expected to explain things very
exactly,—packed on the back of the other, the great black horse, which
stood and fed contentedly at the bottom of the tower.
Prince Dolor leaned over and looked at it, and thought how grand it must
be to get upon its back—this grand live steed—and ride away, like the
pictures of knights.
"Suppose I was a knight," he said to himself; "then I should be obliged
to ride out and see the world."
But he kept all these thoughts to himself, and just sat still, devouring
his new books till he had come to the end of them all. It was a repast
not unlike the Barmecide's feast which you read of in the "Arabian
Nights," which consisted of very elegant but empty dishes, or that
supper of Sancho Panza in "Don Quixote," where, the minute the smoking
dishes came on the table, the physician waved his hand and they were all
taken away.
Thus almost all the ordinary delights of boy-life had been taken away
from, or rather never given to this poor little prince.
"I wonder," he would sometimes think—"I wonder what it feels like to
be on the back of a horse, galloping away, or holding the reins in a
carriage, and tearing across the country, or jumping a ditch, or running
a race, such as I read of or see in pictures. What a lot of things there
are that I should like to do! But first I should like to go and see the
world. I'll try."
Apparently it was his godmother's plan always to let him try, and try
hard, before he gained anything. This day the knots that tied up his
traveling-cloak were more than usually troublesome, and he was a
full half-hour before he got out into the open air, and found himself
floating merrily over the top of the tower.
Hitherto, in all his journeys, he had never let himself go out of sight
of home, for the dreary building, after all, was home—he remembered
no other; but now he felt sick of the very look of his tower, with its
round smooth walls and level battlements.
"Off we go!" cried he, when the cloak stirred itself with a slight, slow
motion, as if waiting his orders. "Anywhere anywhere, so that I am away
from here, and out into the world."
As he spoke, the cloak, as if seized suddenly with a new idea, bounded
forward and went skimming through the air, faster than the very fastest
railway train.
"Gee-up! gee-up!" cried Prince Dolor in great excitement. "This is as
good as riding a race."
And he patted the cloak as if it had been a horse—that is, in the way
he supposed horses ought to be patted—and tossed his head back to meet
the fresh breeze, and pulled his coat collar up and his hat down as he
felt the wind grow keener and colder—colder than anything he had ever
known.
"What does it matter, though?" said he. "I'm a boy, and boys ought not
to mind anything."
Still, for all his good-will, by and by, he began to shiver exceedingly;
also, he had come away without his dinner, and he grew frightfully
hungry. And to add to everything, the sunshiny day changed into rain,
and being high up, in the very midst of the clouds, he got soaked
through and through in a very few minutes.
"Shall I turn back?" meditated he. "Suppose I say 'Abracadabra?'"
Here he stopped, for already the cloak gave an obedient lurch, as if it
were expecting to be sent home immediately.
"No—I can't—I can't go back! I must go forward and see the world. But
oh! if I had but the shabbiest old rug to shelter me from the rain, or
the driest morsel of bread and cheese, just to keep me from starving!
Still, I don't much mind; I'm a prince, and ought to be able to stand
anything. Hold on, cloak, we'll make the best of it."
It was a most curious circumstance, but no sooner had he said this than
he felt stealing over his knees something warm and soft; in fact, a most
beautiful bearskin, which folded itself round him quite naturally, and
cuddled him up as closely as if he had been the cub of the kind old
mother-bear that once owned it. Then feeling in his pocket, which
suddenly stuck out in a marvelous way, he found, not exactly bread and
cheese, nor even sandwiches, but a packet of the most delicious food
he had ever tasted. It was not meat, nor pudding, but a combination of
both, and it served him excellently for both. He ate his dinner with the
greatest gusto imaginable, till he grew so thirsty he did not know what
to do.
"Couldn't I have just one drop of water, if it didn't trouble you too
much, kindest of godmothers?"
For he really thought this want was beyond her power to supply. All the
water which supplied Hopeless Tower was pumped up with difficulty from
a deep artesian well—there were such things known in Nomansland—which
had been made at the foot of it. But around, for miles upon miles, the
desolate plain was perfectly dry. And above it, high in the air, how
could he expect to find a well, or to get even a drop of water?
He forgot one thing—the rain. While he spoke, it came on in another
wild burst, as if the clouds had poured themselves out in a passion
of crying, wetting him certainly, but leaving behind, in a large glass
vessel which he had never noticed before, enough water to quench the
thirst of two or three boys at least. And it was so fresh, so pure—as
water from the clouds always is when it does not catch the soot from
city chimneys and other defilements—that he drank it, every drop, with
the greatest delight and content.
Also, as soon as it was empty the rain filled it again, so that he was
able to wash his face and hands and refresh himself exceedingly. Then
the sun came out and dried him in no time. After that he curled himself
up under the bear-skin rug, and though he determined to be the most
wide-awake boy imaginable, being so exceedingly snug and warm and
comfortable, Prince Dolor condescended to shut his eyes just for one
minute. The next minute he was sound asleep.
When he awoke, he found himself floating over a country quite unlike
anything he had ever seen before.
Yet it was nothing but what most of you children see every day and never
notice it—a pretty country landscape, like England, Scotland,
France, or any other land you choose to name. It had no particular
features—nothing in it grand or lovely—was simply pretty, nothing
more; yet to Prince Dolor, who had never gone beyond his lonely tower
and level plain, it appeared the most charming sight imaginable.
First, there was a river. It came tumbling down the hillside, frothing
and foaming, playing at hide-and-seek among the rocks, then bursting
out in noisy fun like a child, to bury itself in deep, still pools.
Afterward it went steadily on for a while, like a good grown-up person,
till it came to another big rock, where it misbehaved itself extremely.
It turned into a cataract, and went tumbling over and over, after a
fashion that made the prince—who had never seen water before, except in
his bath or his drinking-cup—clap his hands with delight.
"It is so active, so alive! I like things active and alive!" cried he,
and watched it shimmering and dancing, whirling and leaping, till, after
a few windings and vagaries, it settled into a respectable stream. After
that it went along, deep and quiet, but flowing steadily on, till it
reached a large lake, into which it slipped and so ended its course.
All this the boy saw, either with his own naked eye or through his gold
spectacles. He saw also as in a picture, beautiful but silent, many
other things which struck him with wonder, especially a grove of trees.
Only think, to have lived to his age (which he himself did not know, as
he did not know his own birthday) and never to have seen trees! As
he floated over these oaks, they seemed to him—trunk, branches, and
leaves—the most curious sight imaginable.
"If I could only get nearer, so as to touch them," said he, and
immediately the obedient cloak ducked down; Prince Dolor made a snatch
at the topmost twig of the tallest tree, and caught a bunch of leaves in
his hand.
Just a bunch of green leaves—such as we see in myriads; watching them
bud, grow, fall, and then kicking them along on the ground as if they
were worth nothing. Yet how wonderful they are—every one of them a
little different. I don't suppose you could ever find two leaves exactly
alike in form, color, and size—no more than you could find two faces
alike, or two characters exactly the same. The plan of this world is
infinite similarity and yet infinite variety.
Prince Dolor examined his leaves with the greatest curiosity—and also a
little caterpillar that he found walking over one of them. He coaxed
it to take an additional walk over his finger, which it did with the
greatest dignity and decorum, as if it, Mr. Caterpillar, were the most
important individual in existence. It amused him for a long time; and
when a sudden gust of wind blew it overboard, leaves and all, he felt
quite disconsolate.
"Still there must be many live creatures in the world besides
caterpillars. I should like to see a few of them."
The cloak gave a little dip down, as if to say "All right, my Prince,"
and bore him across the oak forest to a long fertile valley—called in
Scotland a strath and in England a weald, but what they call it in
the tongue of Nomansland I do not know. It was made up of cornfields,
pasturefields, lanes, hedges, brooks, and ponds. Also, in it were what
the prince desired to see—a quantity of living creatures, wild and
tame. Cows and horses, lambs and sheep, fed in the meadows; pigs and
fowls walked about the farm-yards; and in lonelier places hares scudded,
rabbits burrowed, and pheasants and partridges, with many other smaller
birds, inhabited the fields and woods.
Through his wonderful spectacles the Prince could see everything; but,
as I said, it was a silent picture; he was too high up to catch anything
except a faint murmur, which only aroused his anxiety to hear more.
"I have as good as two pairs of eyes," he thought. "I wonder if my
godmother would give me a second pair of ears."
Scarcely had he spoken than he found lying on his lap the most curious
little parcel, all done up in silvery paper. And it contained—what do
you think? Actually a pair of silver ears, which, when he tried them on,
fitted so exactly over his own that he hardly felt them, except for the
difference they made in his hearing.
There is something which we listen to daily and never notice. I mean
the sounds of the visible world, animate and inanimate. Winds blowing,
waters flowing, trees stirring, insects whirring (dear me! I am quite
unconsciously writing rhyme), with the various cries of birds and
beasts,—lowing cattle, bleating sheep, grunting pigs, and cackling
hens,—all the infinite discords that somehow or other make a beautiful
harmony.
We hear this, and are so accustomed to it that we think nothing of it;
but Prince Dolor, who had lived all his days in the dead silence of
Hopeless Tower, heard it for the first time. And oh! if you had seen his
face.
He listened, listened, as if he could never have done listening. And he
looked and looked, as if he could not gaze enough. Above all, the motion
of the animals delighted him: cows walking, horses galloping, little
lambs and calves running races across the meadows, were such a treat for
him to watch—he that was always so quiet. But, these creatures having
four legs, and he only two, the difference did not strike him painfully.
Still, by and by, after the fashion of children,—and I fear, of many
big people too,—he began to want something more than he had, something
fresh and new.
"Godmother," he said, having now begun to believe that, whether he saw
her or not, he could always speak to her with full confidence that she
would hear him—"Godmother, all these creatures I like exceedingly; but
I should like better to see a creature like myself. Couldn't you show me
just one little boy?"
There was a sigh behind him,—it might have been only the wind,—and
the cloak remained so long balanced motionless in air that he was half
afraid his godmother had forgotten him, or was offended with him for
asking too much. Suddenly a shrill whistle startled him, even through
his silver ears, and looking downward, he saw start up from behind a
bush on a common, something——
Neither a sheep nor a horse nor a cow—nothing upon four legs. This
creature had only two; but they were long, straight, and strong. And it
had a lithe, active body, and a curly head of black hair set upon
its shoulders. It was a boy, a shepherd-boy, about the Prince's own
age—but, oh! so different.
Not that he was an ugly boy—though his face was almost as red as his
hands, and his shaggy hair matted like the backs of his own sheep. He
was rather a nice-looking lad; and seemed so bright and healthy and
good-tempered—"jolly" would be the word, only I am not sure if they
have such a one in the elegant language of Nomansland—that the little
Prince watched him with great admiration.
"Might he come and play with me? I would drop down to the ground to him,
or fetch him up to me here. Oh, how nice it would be if I only had a
little boy to play with me."
But the cloak, usually so obedient to his wishes, disobeyed him now.
There were evidently some things which his godmother either could
not or would not give. The cloak hung stationary, high in air, never
attempting to descend. The shepherd-lad evidently took it for a large
bird, and, shading his eyes, looked up at it, making the Prince's heart
beat fast.
However, nothing ensued. The boy turned round, with a long, loud
whistle—seemingly his usual and only way of expressing his feelings. He
could not make the thing out exactly—it was a rather mysterious affair,
but it did not trouble him much—he was not an "examining" boy.
Then, stretching himself, for he had been evidently half asleep, he
began flopping his shoulders with his arms to wake and warm himself;
while his dog, a rough collie, who had been guarding the sheep
meanwhile, began to jump upon him, barking with delight.
"Down, Snap, down: Stop that, or I'll thrash you," the Prince heard him
say; though with such a rough, hard voice and queer pronunciation that
it was difficult to make the words out. "Hollo! Let's warm ourselves by
a race."
They started off together, boy and dog—barking and shouting, till it
was doubtful which made the more noise or ran the faster. A regular
steeplechase it was: first across the level common, greatly disturbing
the quiet sheep; and then tearing away across country, scrambling
through hedges and leaping ditches, and tumbling up and down over plowed
fields. They did not seem to have anything to run for—but as if they
did it, both of them, for the mere pleasure of motion.
And what a pleasure that seemed! To the dog of course, but scarcely less
so to the boy. How he skimmed along over the ground—his cheeks glowing,
and his hair flying, and his legs—oh, what a pair of legs he had!
Prince Dolor watched him with great intentness, and in a state of
excitement almost equal to that of the runner himself—for a while. Then
the sweet, pale face grew a trifle paler, the lips began to quiver, and
the eyes to fill.
"How nice it must be to run like that!" he said softly, thinking that
never—no, never in this world—would he be able to do the same.
Now he understood what his godmother had meant when she gave him his
traveling-cloak, and why he had heard that sigh—he was sure it was
hers—when he had asked to see "just one little boy."
"I think I had rather not look at him again," said the poor little
Prince, drawing himself back into the center of his cloak, and resuming
his favorite posture, sitting like a Turk, with his arms wrapped round
his feeble, useless legs.
"You're no good to me," he said, patting them mournfully. "You never
will be any good to me. I wonder why I had you at all. I wonder why I
was born at all, since I was not to grow up like other boys. Why not?"
A question so strange, so sad, yet so often occurring in some form
or other in this world—as you will find, my children, when you are
older—that even if he had put it to his mother she could only have
answered it, as we have to answer many as difficult things, by simply
saying, "I don't know." There is much that we do not know and cannot
understand—we big folks no more than you little ones. We have to accept
it all just as you have to accept anything which your parents may
tell you, even though you don't as yet see the reason of it. You may
sometime, if you do exactly as they tell you, and are content to wait.
Prince Dolor sat a good while thus, or it appeared to him a good while,
so many thoughts came and went through his poor young mind—thoughts of
great bitterness, which, little though he was, seemed to make him grow
years older in a few minutes.
Then he fancied the cloak began to rock gently to and fro, with a
soothing kind of motion, as if he were in somebody's arms: somebody who
did not speak, but loved him and comforted him without need of words;
not by deceiving him with false encouragement or hope, but by making
him see the plain, hard truth in all its hardness, and thus letting him
quietly face it, till it grew softened down, and did not seem nearly so
dreadful after all.
Through the dreary silence and blankness, for he had placed himself so
that he could see nothing but the sky, and had taken off his silver ears
as well as his gold spectacles—what was the use of either when he had
no legs with which to walk or run?—up from below there rose a delicious
sound.
You have heard it hundreds of times, my children, and so have I. When I
was a child I thought there was nothing so sweet; and I think so still.
It was just the song of a skylark, mounting higher and higher from the
ground, till it came so close that Prince Dolor could distinguish his
quivering wings and tiny body, almost too tiny to contain such a gush of
music.
"Oh, you beautiful, beautiful bird!" cried he; "I should dearly like to
take you in and cuddle you. That is, if I could—if I dared."
But he hesitated. The little brown creature with its loud heavenly voice
almost made him afraid. Nevertheless, it also made him happy; and he
watched and listened—so absorbed that he forgot all regret and pain,
forgot everything in the world except the little lark.
It soared and soared, and he was just wondering if it would soar out
of sight, and what in the world he should do when it was gone, when it
suddenly closed its wings, as larks do when they mean to drop to the
ground. But, instead of dropping to the ground, it dropped right into
the little boy's breast.
What felicity! If it would only stay! A tiny, soft thing to fondle and
kiss, to sing to him all day long, and be his playfellow and companion,
tame and tender, while to the rest of the world it was a wild bird of
the air. What a pride, what a delight! To have something that nobody
else had—something all his own. As the traveling-cloak traveled on,
he little heeded where, and the lark still stayed, nestled down in his
bosom, hopped from his hand to his shoulder, and kissed him with its
dainty beak, as if it loved him, Prince Dolor forgot all his grief, and
was entirely happy.
But when he got in sight of Hopeless Tower a painful thought struck him.
"My pretty bird, what am I to do with you? If I take you into my room
and shut you up there, you, a wild skylark of the air, what will become
of you? I am used to this, but you are not. You will be so miserable;
and suppose my nurse should find you—she who can't bear the sound of
singing? Besides, I remember her once telling me that the nicest thing
she ever ate in her life was lark pie!"
The little boy shivered all over at the thought. And, though the merry
lark immediately broke into the loudest carol, as if saying derisively
that he defied anybody to eat him, still, Prince Dolor was very uneasy.
In another minute he had made up his mind.
"No, my bird, nothing so dreadful shall happen to you if I can help it;
I would rather do without you altogether. Yes, I'll try. Fly away, my
darling, my beautiful! Good-by, my merry, merry bird."
Opening his two caressing hands, in which, as if for protection, he had
folded it, he let the lark go. It lingered a minute, perching on the rim
of the cloak, and looking at him with eyes of almost human tenderness;
then away it flew, far up into the blue sky. It was only a bird.
But some time after, when Prince Dolor had eaten his supper—somewhat
drearily, except for the thought that he could not possibly sup off lark
pie now—and gone quietly to bed, the old familiar little bed, where he
was accustomed to sleep, or lie awake contentedly thinking—suddenly
he heard outside the window a little faint carol—faint but
cheerful—cheerful even though it was the middle of the night.
The dear little lark! it had not flown away, after all. And it was
truly the most extraordinary bird, for, unlike ordinary larks, it kept
hovering about the tower in the silence and darkness of the night,
outside the window or over the roof. Whenever he listened for a moment,
he heard it singing still.
He went to sleep as happy as a king.
CHAPTER VII
"Happy as a king." How far kings are happy I cannot say, no more than
could Prince Dolor, though he had once been a king himself. But he
remembered nothing about it, and there was nobody to tell him, except
his nurse, who had been forbidden upon pain of death to let him know
anything about his dead parents, or the king his uncle, or indeed any
part of his own history.
Sometimes he speculated about himself, whether he had had a father and
mother as other little boys had what they had been like, and why he
had never seen them. But, knowing nothing about them, he did not miss
them—only once or twice, reading pretty stories about little children
and their mothers, who helped them when they were in difficulty and
comforted them when they were sick, he feeling ill and dull and lonely,
wondered what had become of his mother and why she never came to see
him.
Then, in his history lessons, of course he read about kings and princes,
and the governments of different countries, and the events that happened
there. And though he but faintly took in all this, still he did take
it in a little, and worried his young brain about it, and perplexed
his nurse with questions, to which she returned sharp and mysterious
answers, which only set him thinking the more.
He had plenty of time for thinking. After his last journey in the
traveling-cloak, the journey which had given him so much pain, his
desire to see the world somehow faded away. He contented himself with
reading his books, and looking out of the tower windows, and listening
to his beloved little lark, which had come home with him that day, and
never left him again.
True, it kept out of the way; and though his nurse sometimes dimly heard
it, and said "What is that horrid noise outside?" she never got the
faintest chance of making it into a lark pie. Prince Dolor had his pet
all to himself, and though he seldom saw it, he knew it was near him,
and he caught continually, at odd hours of the day, and even in the
night, fragments of its delicious song.
All during the winter—so far as there ever was any difference between
summer and winter in Hopeless Tower—the little bird cheered and amused
him. He scarcely needed anything more—not even his traveling-cloak,
which lay bundled up unnoticed in a corner, tied up in its innumerable
knots.
Nor did his godmother come near him. It seemed as if she had given these
treasures and left him alone—to use them or lose them, apply them or
misapply them, according to his own choice. That is all we can do with
children when they grow into big children old enough to distinguish
between right and wrong, and too old to be forced to do either.
Prince Dolor was now quite a big boy. Not tall—alas! he never could be
that, with his poor little shrunken legs, which were of no use, only an
encumbrance. But he was stout and strong, with great sturdy shoulders,
and muscular arms, upon which he could swing himself about almost like
a monkey. As if in compensation for his useless lower limbs, Nature
had given to these extra strength and activity. His face, too, was very
handsome; thinner, firmer, more manly; but still the sweet face of his
childhood—his mother's own face.
How his mother would have liked to look at him! Perhaps she did—who
knows?
The boy was not a stupid boy either. He could learn almost anything he
chose—and he did choose, which was more than half the battle. He never
gave up his lessons till he had learned them all—never thought it a
punishment that he had to work at them, and that they cost him a deal of
trouble sometimes.
"But," thought he, "men work, and it must be so grand to be a man—a
prince too; and I fancy princes work harder than anybody—except kings.
The princes I read about generally turn into kings. I wonder"—the
boy was always wondering—"Nurse,"—and one day he startled her with a
sudden question,—"tell me—shall I ever be a king?"
The woman stood, perplexed beyond expression. So long a time had passed
by since her crime—if it were a crime—and her sentence, that she now
seldom thought of either. Even her punishment—to be shut up for life in
Hopeless Tower—she had gradually got used to. Used also to the little
lame Prince, her charge—whom at first she had hated, though she
carefully did everything to keep him alive, since upon him her own life
hung.
But latterly she had ceased to hate him, and, in a sort of way, almost
loved him—at least, enough to be sorry for him—an innocent child,
imprisoned here till he grew into an old man, and became a dull,
worn-out creature like herself. Sometimes, watching him, she felt more
sorry for him than even for herself; and then, seeing she looked a less
miserable and ugly woman, he did not shrink from her as usual.
He did not now. "Nurse—dear nurse," said he, "I don't mean to vex you,
but tell me what is a king? shall I ever be one?"
When she began to think less of herself and more of the child, the
woman's courage increased. The idea came to her—what harm would it be,
even if he did know his own history? Perhaps he ought to know it—for
there had been various ups and downs, usurpations, revolutions, and
restorations in Nomansland, as in most other countries. Something might
happen—who could tell? Changes might occur. Possibly a crown would
even yet be set upon those pretty, fair curls—which she began to think
prettier than ever when she saw the imaginary coronet upon them.
She sat down, considering whether her oath, never to "say a word" to
Prince Dolor about himself, would be broken if she were to take a
pencil and write what was to be told. A mere quibble—a mean, miserable
quibble. But then she was a miserable woman, more to be pitied than
scorned.
After long doubt, and with great trepidation, she put her fingers to her
lips, and taking the Prince's slate—with the sponge tied to it, ready
to rub out the writing in a minute—she wrote:
"You are a king."
Prince Dolor started. His face grew pale, and then flushed all over; he
held himself erect. Lame as he was, anybody could see he was born to be
a king.
"Hush!" said the nurse, as he was beginning to speak. And then, terribly
frightened all the while,—people who have done wrong always are
frightened,—she wrote down in a few hurried sentences his history. How
his parents had died—his uncle had usurped his throne, and sent him to
end his days in this lonely tower.
"I, too," added she, bursting into tears. "Unless, indeed, you could get
out into the world, and fight for your rights like a man. And fight for
me also, my Prince, that I may not die in this desolate place."
"Poor old nurse!" said the boy compassionately. For somehow, boy as he
was, when he heard he was born to be a king, he felt like a man—like a
king—who could afford to be tender because he was strong.
He scarcely slept that night, and even though he heard his little lark
singing in the sunrise, he barely listened to it. Things more serious
and important had taken possession of his mind.
"Suppose," thought he, "I were to do as she says, and go out in the
world, no matter how it hurts me—the world of people, active people, as
that boy I saw. They might only laugh at me—poor helpless creature that
I am; but still I might show them I could do something. At any rate, I
might go and see if there were anything for me to do. Godmother, help
me!"
It was so long since he had asked her help that he was hardly surprised
when he got no answer—only the little lark outside the window sang
louder and louder, and the sun rose, flooding the room with light.
Prince Dolor sprang out of bed, and began dressing himself, which was
hard work, for he was not used to it—he had always been accustomed to
depend upon his nurse for everything.
"But I must now learn to be independent," thought he. "Fancy a king
being dressed like a baby!"
So he did the best he could,—awkwardly but cheerily,—and then he
leaped to the corner where lay his traveling-cloak, untied it as before,
and watched it unrolling itself—which it did rapidly, with a hearty
good-will, as if quite tired of idleness. So was Prince Dolor—or felt
as if he were. He jumped into the middle of it, said his charm, and was
out through the skylight immediately.
"Good-by, pretty lark!" he shouted, as he passed it on the wing, still
warbling its carol to the newly risen sun. "You have been my pleasure,
my delight; now I must go and work. Sing to old nurse till I come back
again. Perhaps she'll hear you—perhaps she won't—but it will do her
good all the same. Good-by!"
But, as the cloak hung irresolute in air, he suddenly remembered that he
had not determined where to go—indeed, he did not know, and there was
nobody to tell him.
"Godmother," he cried, in much perplexity, "you know what I want,—at
least, I hope you do, for I hardly do myself—take me where I ought to
go; show me whatever I ought to see—never mind what I like to see,"
as a sudden idea came into his mind that he might see many painful and
disagreeable things. But this journey was not for pleasure as before. He
was not a baby now, to do nothing but play—big boys do not always play.
Nor men neither—they work. Thus much Prince Dolor knew—though very
little more.
As the cloak started off, traveling faster than he had ever known it to
do,—through sky-land and cloud land, over freezing mountain-tops, and
desolate stretches of forest, and smiling cultivated plains, and great
lakes that seemed to him almost as shoreless as the sea,—he was often
rather frightened. But he crouched down, silent and quiet; what was the
use of making a fuss? and, wrapping himself up in his bear-skin, waited
for what was to happen.
After some time he heard a murmur in the distance, increasing more
and more till it grew like the hum of a gigantic hive of bees. And,
stretching his chin over the rim of his cloak, Prince Dolor saw—far,
far below him, yet, with his gold spectacles and silver ears on, he
could distinctly hear and see—what?
Most of us have some time or other visited a great metropolis—have
wandered through its network of streets—lost ourselves in its crowds
of people—looked up at its tall rows of houses, its grand public
buildings, churches, and squares. Also, perhaps, we have peeped into its
miserable little back alleys, where dirty children play in gutters all
day and half the night—even young boys go about picking pockets, with
nobody to tell them it is wrong except the policeman, and he simply
takes them off to prison. And all this wretchedness is close behind the
grandeur—like the two sides of the leaf of a book.
An awful sight is a large city, seen any how from any where. But,
suppose you were to see it from the upper air, where, with your eyes
and ears open, you could take in everything at once? What would it look
like? How would you feel about it? I hardly know myself. Do you?
Prince Dolor had need to be a king—that is, a boy with a kingly
nature—to be able to stand such a sight without being utterly overcome.
But he was very much bewildered—as bewildered as a blind person who is
suddenly made to see.
He gazed down on the city below him, and then put his hand over his
eyes.
"I can't bear to look at it, it is so beautiful—so dreadful. And I
don't understand it—not one bit. There is nobody to tell me about it. I
wish I had somebody to speak to."
"Do you? Then pray speak to me. I was always considered good at
conversation."
The voice that squeaked out this reply was an excellent imitation of the
human one, though it came only from a bird. No lark this time, however,
but a great black and white creature that flew into the cloak, and began
walking round and round on the edge of it with a dignified stride, one
foot before the other, like any unfeathered biped you could name.
"I haven't the honor of your acquaintance, sir," said the boy politely.
"Ma'am, if you please. I am a mother bird, and my name is Mag, and I
shall be happy to tell you everything you want to know. For I know a
great deal; and I enjoy talking. My family is of great antiquity; we
have built in this palace for hundreds—that is to say, dozens of years.
I am intimately acquainted with the king, the queen, and the little
princes and princesses—also the maids of honor, and all the inhabitants
of the city. I talk a good deal, but I always talk sense, and I daresay
I should be exceedingly useful to a poor little ignorant boy like you."
"I am a prince," said the other gently.
"All right. And I am a magpie. You will find me a most respectable
bird."
"I have no doubt of it," was the polite answer—though he thought in his
own mind that Mag must have a very good opinion of herself. But she was
a lady and a stranger, so of course he was civil to her.
She settled herself at his elbow, and began to chatter away, pointing
out with one skinny claw, while she balanced herself on the other, every
object of interest, evidently believing, as no doubt all its inhabitants
did, that there was no capital in the world like the great metropolis of
Nomansland.
I have not seen it, and therefore cannot describe it, so we will just
take it upon trust, and suppose it to be, like every other fine city,
the finest city that ever was built. Mag said so—and of course she
knew.
Nevertheless, there were a few things in it which surprised Prince
Dolor—and, as he had said, he could not understand them at all. One
half the people seemed so happy and busy—hurrying up and down the full
streets, or driving lazily along the parks in their grand carriages,
while the other half were so wretched and miserable.
"Can't the world be made a little more level? I would try to do it if I
were a king."
"But you're not the king: only a little goose of a boy," returned the
magpie loftily. "And I'm here not to explain things, only to show them.
Shall I show you the royal palace?"
It was a very magnificent palace. It had terraces and gardens,
battlements and towers. It extended over acres of ground, and had in
it rooms enough to accommodate half the city. Its windows looked in all
directions, but none of them had any particular view—except a small
one, high up toward the roof, which looked out on the Beautiful
Mountains. But since the queen died there it had been closed, boarded
up, indeed, the magpie said. It was so little and inconvenient that
nobody cared to live in it. Besides, the lower apartments, which had no
view, were magnificent—worthy of being inhabited by the king.
"I should like to see the king," said Prince Dolor.
CHAPTER VIII
What, I wonder, would be people's idea of a king? What was Prince
Dolor's?
Perhaps a very splendid personage, with a crown on his head and a
scepter in his hand, sitting on a throne and judging the people. Always
doing right, and never wrong—"The king can do no wrong" was a law
laid down in olden times. Never cross, or tired, or sick, or suffering;
perfectly handsome and well dressed, calm and good-tempered, ready to
see and hear everybody, and discourteous to nobody; all things always
going well with him, and nothing unpleasant ever happening.
This, probably, was what Prince Dolor expected to see. And what did he
see? But I must tell you how he saw it.
"Ah," said the magpie, "no levee to-day. The King is ill, though his
Majesty does not wish it to be generally known—it would be so very
inconvenient. He can't see you, but perhaps you might like to go and
take a look at him in a way I often do? It is so very amusing."
Amusing, indeed!
The prince was just now too much excited to talk much. Was he not going
to see the king his uncle, who had succeeded his father and dethroned
himself; had stepped into all the pleasant things that he, Prince Dolor,
ought to have had, and shut him up in a desolate tower? What was he
like, this great, bad, clever man? Had he got all the things he wanted,
which another ought to have had? And did he enjoy them?
"Nobody knows," answered the magpie, just as if she had been sitting
inside the prince's heart, instead of on the top of his shoulder. "He is
a king, and that's enough. For the rest nobody knows."
As she spoke, Mag flew down on to the palace roof, where the cloak
had rested, settling down between the great stacks of chimneys as
comfortably as if on the ground. She pecked at the tiles with her
beak—truly she was a wonderful bird—and immediately a little hole
opened, a sort of door, through which could be seen distinctly the
chamber below.
"Now look in, my Prince. Make haste, for I must soon shut it up again."
But the boy hesitated. "Isn't it rude?—won't they think us intruding?"
"Oh, dear no! there's a hole like this in every palace; dozens of holes,
indeed. Everybody knows it, but nobody speaks of it. Intrusion! Why,
though the royal family are supposed to live shut up behind stone walls
ever so thick, all the world knows that they live in a glass house where
everybody can see them and throw a stone at them. Now pop down on your
knees, and take a peep at his Majesty."
His Majesty!
The Prince gazed eagerly down into a large room, the largest room he had
ever beheld, with furniture and hangings grander than anything he could
have ever imagined. A stray sunbeam, coming through a crevice of the
darkened windows, struck across the carpet, and it was the loveliest
carpet ever woven—just like a bed of flowers to walk over; only nobody
walked over it, the room being perfectly empty and silent.
"Where is the King?" asked the puzzled boy.
"There," said Mag, pointing with one wrinkled claw to a magnificent bed,
large enough to contain six people. In the center of it, just visible
under the silken counterpane,—quite straight and still,—with its head
on the lace pillow, lay a small figure, something like wax-work, fast
asleep—very fast asleep! There was a number of sparkling rings on the
tiny yellow hands, that were curled a little, helplessly, like a baby's,
outside the coverlet; the eyes were shut, the nose looked sharp and
thin, and the long gray beard hid the mouth and lay over the breast.
A sight not ugly nor frightening, only solemn and quiet. And so very
silent—two little flies buzzing about the curtains of the bed being the
only audible sound.
"Is that the King?" whispered Prince Dolor.
"Yes," replied the bird.
He had been angry—furiously angry—ever since he knew how his uncle had
taken the crown, and sent him, a poor little helpless child, to be shut
up for life, just as if he had been dead. Many times the boy had felt
as if, king as he was, he should like to strike him, this great, strong,
wicked man.
Why, you might as well have struck a baby! How helpless he lay, with his
eyes shut, and his idle hands folded: they had no more work to do, bad
or good.
"What is the matter with him?" asked the Prince.
"He is dead," said the Magpie, with a croak.
No, there was not the least use in being angry with him now. On the
contrary, the Prince felt almost sorry for him, except that he looked
so peaceful with all his cares at rest. And this was being dead? So even
kings died?
"Well, well, he hadn't an easy life, folk say, for all his grandeur.
Perhaps he is glad it is over. Good-by, your Majesty."
With another cheerful tap of her beak, Mistress Mag shut down the little
door in the tiles, and Prince Dolor's first and last sight of his uncle
was ended.
He sat in the center of his traveling-cloak, silent and thoughtful.
"What shall we do now?" said the magpie. "There's nothing much more to
be done with his majesty, except a fine funeral, which I shall certainly
go and see. All the world will. He interested the world exceedingly when
he was alive, and he ought to do it now he's dead—just once more.
And since he can't hear me, I may as well say that, on the whole, his
majesty is much better dead than alive—if we can only get somebody
in his place. There'll be such a row in the city presently. Suppose we
float up again and see it all—at a safe distance, though. It will be
such fun!"
"What will be fun?"
"A revolution."
Whether anybody except a magpie would have called it "fun" I don't know,
but it certainly was a remarkable scene.
As soon as the cathedral bell began to toll and the minute-guns to
fire, announcing to the kingdom that it was without a king, the people
gathered in crowds, stopping at street corners to talk together. The
murmur now and then rose into a shout, and the shout into a roar. When
Prince Dolor, quietly floating in upper air, caught the sound of their
different and opposite cries, it seemed to him as if the whole city had
gone mad together.
"Long live the king!" "The king is dead—down with the king!" "Down with
the crown, and the king too!" "Hurrah for the republic!" "Hurrah for no
government at all!"
Such were the shouts which traveled up to the traveling-cloak. And then
began—oh, what a scene!
When you children are grown men and women—or before—you will hear and
read in books about what are called revolutions—earnestly I trust that
neither I nor you may ever see one. But they have happened, and may
happen again, in other countries besides Nomansland, when wicked kings
have helped to make their people wicked too, or out of an unrighteous
nation have sprung rulers equally bad; or, without either of these
causes, when a restless country has fancied any change better than no
change at all.
For me, I don't like changes, unless pretty sure that they are for good.
And how good can come out of absolute evil—the horrible evil that went
on this night under Prince Dolor's very eyes—soldiers shooting down
people by hundreds in the streets, scaffolds erected, and heads dropping
off—houses burned, and women and children murdered—this is more than I
can understand.
But all these things you will find in history, my children, and must
by and by judge for yourselves the right and wrong of them, as far as
anybody ever can judge.
Prince Dolor saw it all. Things happened so fast one after another that
they quite confused his faculties.
"Oh, let me go home," he cried at last, stopping his ears and shutting
his eyes; "only let me go home!" for even his lonely tower seemed home,
and its dreariness and silence absolute paradise after all this.
"Good-by, then," said the magpie, flapping her wings. She had been
chatting incessantly all day and all night, for it was actually thus
long that Prince Dolor had been hovering over the city, neither eating
nor sleeping, with all these terrible things happening under his very
eyes. "You've had enough, I suppose, of seeing the world?"
"Oh, I have—I have!" cried the prince, with a shudder.
"That is, till next time. All right, your royal highness. You don't know
me, but I know you. We may meet again some time."
She looked at him with her clear, piercing eyes, sharp enough to see
through everything, and it seemed as if they changed from bird's eyes
to human eyes—the very eyes of his godmother, whom he had not seen for
ever so long. But the minute afterward she became only a bird, and with
a screech and a chatter, spread her wings and flew away.
Prince Dolor fell into a kind of swoon of utter misery, bewilderment,
and exhaustion, and when he awoke he found himself in his own
room—alone and quiet—with the dawn just breaking, and the long rim of
yellow light in the horizon glimmering through the window-panes.
CHAPTER IX
When Prince Dolor sat up in bed, trying to remember where he was,
whither he had been, and what he had seen the day before, he perceived
that his room was empty.
Generally his nurse rather worried him by breaking his slumbers, coming
in and "setting things to rights," as she called it. Now the dust lay
thick upon chairs and tables; there was no harsh voice heard to scold
him for not getting up immediately, which, I am sorry to say, this boy
did not always do. For he so enjoyed lying still, and thinking lazily
about everything or nothing, that, if he had not tried hard against it,
he would certainly have become like those celebrated
"Two little men
Who lay in their bed till the clock struck ten."
It was striking ten now, and still no nurse was to be seen. He was
rather relieved at first, for he felt so tired; and besides, when he
stretched out his arm, he found to his dismay that he had gone to bed in
his clothes.
Very uncomfortable he felt, of course; and just a little frightened.
Especially when he began to call and call again, but nobody answered.
Often he used to think how nice it would be to get rid of his nurse and
live in this tower all by himself—like a sort of monarch able to do
everything he liked, and leave undone all that he did not want to do;
but now that this seemed really to have happened, he did not like it at
all.
"Nurse,—dear nurse,—please come back!" he called out. "Come back, and
I will be the best boy in all the land."
And when she did not come back, and nothing but silence answered his
lamentable call, he very nearly began to cry.
"This won't do," he said at last, dashing the tears from his eyes. "It's
just like a baby, and I'm a big boy—shall be a man some day. What has
happened, I wonder? I'll go and see."
He sprang out of bed,—not to his feet, alas! but to his poor little
weak knees, and crawled on |